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- 1811
-
- SENSE AND SENSIBILITY
-
- by Jane Austen
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-
- THE family of Dashwood had long been settled in Sussex. Their estate was
- large, and their residence was at Norland Park, in the centre of their
- property, where, for many generations, they had lived in so respectable
- a manner as to engage the general good opinion of their surrounding
- acquaintance. The late owner of this estate was a single man, who lived
- to a very advanced age, and who, for many years of his life, had a
- constant companion and housekeeper in his sister. But her death, which
- happened ten years before his own, produced a great alteration in his
- home; for to supply her loss, he invited and received into his house the
- family of his nephew Mr. Henry Dashwood, the legal inheritor of the
- Norland estate, and the person to whom he intended to bequeath it. In
- the society of his nephew and niece, and their children, the old
- gentleman's days were comfortably spent. His attachment to them all
- increased. The constant attention of Mr. and Mrs. Henry Dashwood to his
- wishes, which proceeded not merely from interest, but from goodness of
- heart, gave him every degree of solid comfort which his age could
- receive; and the cheerfulness of the children added a relish to his
- existence.
-
- By a former marriage, Mr. Henry Dashwood had one son: by his present
- lady three daughters. The son, a steady respectable young man, was amply
- provided for by the fortune of his mother, which had been large, and
- half of which devolved on him on his coming of age. By his own marriage,
- likewise, which happened soon afterwards, he added to his wealth. To
- him, therefore, the succession to the Norland estate was not so really
- important as to his sisters; for their fortune, independent of what
- might arise to them from their father's inheriting that property, could
- be but small. Their mother had nothing, and their father only seven
- thousand pounds in his own disposal; for the remaining moiety of his
- first wife's fortune was also secured to her child, and he had only a
- life-interest in it.
-
- The old gentleman died: his will was read; and, like almost every other
- will, gave as much disappointment as pleasure. He was neither so unjust,
- nor so ungrateful, as to leave his estate from his nephew; but he left
- it to him on such terms as destroyed half the value of the bequest. Mr.
- Dashwood had wished for it more for the sake of his wife and daughters
- than for himself or his son; but to his son, and his son's son, a child
- of four years old, it was secured, in such a way, as to leave to himself
- no power of providing for those who were most dear to him, and who most
- needed a provision by any charge on the estate, or by any sale of its
- valuable woods. The whole was tied up for the benefit of this child,
- who, in occasional visits with his father and mother at Norland, had so
- far gained on the affections of his uncle, by such attractions as are by
- no means unusual in children of two or three years old- an imperfect
- articulation, an earnest desire of having his own way, many cunning
- tricks, and a great deal of noise- as to outweigh all the value of all
- the attention which, for years, he had received from his niece and her
- daughters. He meant not to be unkind, however, and, as a mark of his
- affection for the three girls, he left them a thousand pounds apiece.
-
- Mr. Dashwood's disappointment was, at first, severe; but his temper was
- cheerful and sanguine; and he might reasonably hope to live many years,
- and by living economically, lay by a considerable sum from the produce
- of an estate already large, and capable of almost immediate improvement.
- But the fortune, which had been so tardy in coming, was his only one
- twelvemonth. He survived his uncle no longer; and ten thousand pounds,
- including the late legacies, was all that remained for his widow and
- daughters.
-
- His son was sent for as soon as his danger was known, and to him Mr.
- Dashwood recommended, with all the strength and urgency which illness
- could command, the interest of his mother-in-law and sisters.
-
- Mr. John Dashwood had not the strong feelings of the rest of the family;
- but he was affected by a recommendation of such a nature at such a time,
- and he promised to do every thing in his power to make them comfortable.
- His father was rendered easy by such an assurance, and Mr. John Dashwood
- had then leisure to consider how much there might prudently be in his
- power to do for them.
-
- He was not an ill-disposed young man, unless to be rather cold-hearted
- and rather selfish is to be ill-disposed: but he was, in general, well
- respected; for he conducted himself with propriety in the discharge of
- his ordinary duties. Had he married a more amiable woman, he might have
- been made still more respectable than he was: he might even have been
- made amiable himself; for he was very young when he married, and very
- fond of his wife. But Mrs. John Dashwood was a strong caricature of
- himself; more narrow-minded and selfish.
-
- When he gave his promise to his father, he meditated within himself to
- increase the fortunes of his sisters by the present of a thousand pounds
- apiece. He then really thought himself equal to it. The prospect of four
- thousand a year, in addition to his present income, besides the
- remaining half of his own mother's fortune, warmed his heart, and made
- him feel capable of generosity. "Yes, he would give them three thousand
- pounds: it would be liberal and handsome! It would be enough to make
- them completely easy. Three thousand pounds! be could spare so
- considerable a sum with little inconvenience." He thought of it all day
- long, and for many days successively, and he did not repent.
-
- No sooner was his father's funeral over, than Mrs. John Dashwood,
- without sending any notice of her intention to her mother-in-law,
- arrived with her child and their attendants. No one could dispute her
- right to come; the house was her husband's from the moment of his
- father's decease; but the indelicacy of her conduct was so much the
- greater, and to a woman in Mrs. Dashwood's situation, with only common
- feelings, must have been highly unpleasing; but in her mind there was a
- sense of honor so keen, a generosity so romantic, that any offence of
- the kind, by whomsoever given or received, was to her a source of
- immovable disgust. Mrs. John Dashwood had never been a favorite with any
- of her husband's family; but she had had no opportunity, till the
- present, of showing them with how little attention to the comfort of
- other people she could act when occasion required it.
-
- So acutely did Mrs. Dashwood feel this ungracious behavior, and so
- earnestly did she despise her daughter-in-law for it, that, on the
- arrival of the latter, she would have quitted the house for ever, had
- not the entreaty of her eldest girl induced her first to reflect on the
- propriety of going, and her own tender love for all her three children
- determined her afterwards to stay, and for their sakes avoid a breach
- with their brother.
-
- Elinor, this eldest daughter, whose advice was so effectual. possessed a
- strength of understanding, and coolness of judgment, which qualified
- her, though only nineteen, to be the counsellor of her mother, and
- enabled her frequently to counteract, to the advantage of them all, that
- eagerness of mind in Mrs. Dashwood which must generally have led to
- imprudence. She had an excellent heart;- her disposition was
- affectionate, and her feelings were strong; but she knew how to govern
- them: it was a knowledge which her mother had yet to learn; and which
- one of her sisters had resolved never to be taught.
-
- Marianne's abilities were, in many respects, quite equal to Elinor's.
- She was sensible and clever; but eager in everything: her sorrows, her
- joys, could have no moderation. She was generous, amiable, interesting:
- she was everything but prudent. The resemblance between her and her
- mother was strikingly great.
-
- Elinor saw, with concern, the excess of her sister's sensibility; but by
- Mrs. Dashwood it was valued and cherished. They encouraged each other
- now in the violence of their affliction. The agony of grief which
- overpowered them at first was voluntarily renewed, was sought for, was
- created again and again. They gave themselves up wholly to their sorrow,
- seeking increase of wretchedness in every reflection that could afford
- it, and resolved against ever admitting consolation in future. Elinor,
- too, was deeply afflicted; but still she could struggle, she could exert
- herself. She could consult with her brother, could receive her
- sister-in-law on her arrival, and treat her with proper attention; and
- could strive to rouse her mother to similar exertion, and encourage her
- to similar forbearance.
-
- Margaret, the other sister, was a good-humored, well-disposed girl; but
- as she had already imbibed a good deal of Marianne's romance, without
- having much of her sense, she did not, at thirteen, bid fair to equal
- her sisters at a more advanced period of life.
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
- MRS. JOHN DASHWOOD now installed herself mistress of Norland; and her
- mother and sisters-in-law were degraded to the condition of visitors. As
- such, however, they were treated by her with quiet civility; and by her
- husband with as much kindness as he could feel towards anybody beyond
- himself, his wife, and their child. He really pressed them, with some
- earnestness, to consider Norland as their home; and, as no plan appeared
- so eligible to Mrs. Dashwood as remaining there till she could
- accommodate herself with a house in the neighborhood, his invitation was
- accepted.
-
- A continuance in a place where everything reminded her of former delight
- was exactly what suited her mind. In seasons of cheerfulness, no temper
- could be more cheerful than hers, or possess, in a greater degree, that
- sanguine expectation of happiness which is happiness itself. But in
- sorrow she must be equally carried away by her fancy, and as far beyond
- consolation as in pleasure she was beyond alloy.
-
- Mrs. John Dashwood did not at all approve of what her husband intended
- to do for his sisters. To take three thousand pounds from the fortune of
- their dear little boy would be impoverishing him to the most dreadful
- degree. She begged him to think again on the subject. How could he
- answer it to himself to rob his child, and his only child too, of so
- large a sum? And what possible claim could the Misses Dashwood, who were
- related to him only by half blood, which she considered as no
- relationship at all, have on his generosity to so large an amount? It
- was very well known that no affection was ever supposed to exist between
- the children of any man by different marriages; and why was he to ruin
- himself, and their poor little Harry, by giving away all his money to
- his half sisters?
-
- "It was my father's last request to me," replied her husband, "that I
- should assist his widow and daughters."
-
- "He did not know what he was talking off, I dare say; ten to one but he
- was light-headed at the time. Had he been in his right senses, he could
- not have thought of such a thing as begging you to give away half your
- fortune from your own child."
-
- "He did not stipulate for any particular sum, my dear Fanny; he only
- requested me, in general terms, to assist them, and make their situation
- more comfortable than it was in his power to do. Perhaps it would have
- been as well if he had left it wholly to myself. He could hardly suppose
- I should neglect them. But as he required the promise, I could not do
- less than give it; at least I thought so at the time. The promise,
- therefore, was given, and must be performed. Something must be done for
- them whenever they leave Norland and settle in a new home."
-
- "Well, then, let something be done for them; but that something need not
- be three thousand pounds. Consider," she added, "that when the money is
- once parted with, it never can return. Your sisters will marry, and it
- will be gone for ever. If, indeed, it could be restored to our poor
- little boy-"
-
- "Why, to be sure," said her husband, very gravely, "that would make
- great difference. The time may come when Harry will regret that so large
- a sum was parted with. If he should have a numerous family, for
- instance, it would be a very convenient addition."
-
- "To be sure it would."
-
- "Perhaps, then, it would be better for all parties, if the sum were
- diminished one half. Five hundred pounds would be a prodigious increase
- to their fortunes!"
-
- "Oh! beyond anything great! What brother on earth would do half so much
- for his sisters, even if really his sisters! And as it is- only half
- blood!- But you have such a generous spirit!"
-
- "I would not wish to do anything mean," he replied. "One had rather, on
- such occasions, do too much than too little. No one, at least, can think
- I have not done enough for them: even themselves, they can hardly expect
- more."
-
- "There is no knowing what they may expect," said the lady, "but we are
- not to think of their expectations: the question is, what you can afford
- to do."
-
- "Certainly; and I think I may afford to give them five hundred pounds
- apiece. As it is, without any addition of mine, they will each have
- about three thousand pounds on their mother's death- a very comfortable
- fortune for any young woman."
-
- "To be sure it is; and, indeed, it strikes me that they can want no
- addition at all. They will have ten thousand pounds divided amongst
- them. If they marry, they will be sure of doing well, and if they do
- not, they may all live very comfortably together on the interest of ten
- thousand pounds."
-
- "That is very true, and, therefore, I do not know whether, upon the
- whole, it would not be more advisable to do something for their mother
- while she lives, rather than for them- something of the annuity kind I
- mean. My sisters would feel the good effects of it as well as herself. A
- hundred a year would make them all perfectly comfortable."
-
- His wife hesitated a little, however, in giving her consent to this
- plan.
-
- "To be sure," said she, "it is better than parting with fifteen hundred
- pounds at once. But, then, if Mrs. Dashwood should live fifteen years,
- we shall be completely taken in."
-
- "Fifteen years! my dear Fanny; her life cannot be worth half that
- purchase."
-
- "Certainly not; but if you observe, people always live for ever when
- there is an annuity to be paid them; and she is very stout and healthy,
- and hardly forty. An annuity is a very serious business; it comes over
- and over every year, and there is no getting rid of it. You are not
- aware of what you are doing. I have known a great deal of the trouble of
- annuities; for my mother was clogged with the payment of three to old
- superannuated servants by my father's will, and it is amazing how
- disagreeable she found it. Twice every year these annuities were to be
- paid; and then there was the trouble of getting it to them; and then one
- of them was said to have died, and afterwards it turned out to be no
- such thing. My mother was quite sick of it. Her income was not her own,
- she said, with such perpetual claims on it; and it was the more unkind
- in my father, because, otherwise, the money would have been entirely at
- my mother's disposal, without any restriction whatever. It has given me
- such an abhorrence of annuities, that I am sure I would not pin myself
- down to the payment of one for all the world."
-
- "It is certainly an unpleasant thing," replied Mr. Dashwood, "to have
- those kind of yearly drains on one's income. One's fortune, as your
- mother justly says, is not one's own. To be tied down to the regular
- payment of such a sum, on every rent-day, is by no means desirable: it
- takes away one's independence."
-
- "Undoubtedly; and, after all, you have no thanks for it. They think
- themselves secure; you do no more than what is expected, and it raises
- no gratitude at all. If I were you, whatever I did should be done at my
- own discretion entirely. I would not bind myself to allow them anything
- yearly. It may be very inconvenient some years to spare a hundred, or
- even fifty pounds from our own expenses."
-
- "I believe you are right, my love; it will be better that there should
- by no annuity in the case: whatever I may give them occasionally will be
- of far greater assistance than a yearly allowance, because they would
- only enlarge their style of living if they felt sure of a larger income,
- and would not be sixpence the richer for it at the end of the year. It
- will certainly be much the best way. A present of fifty pounds, now and
- then, will prevent their ever being distressed for money, and will, I
- think, be amply discharging my promise to my father."
-
- "To be sure it will. Indeed, to say the truth, I am convinced within
- myself that your father had no idea of your giving them any money at
- all. The assistance he thought of, I dare say, was only such as might be
- reasonably expected of you; for instance, such as looking out for a
- comfortable small house for them, helping them to move their things, and
- sending them presents of fish and game, and so forth, whenever they are
- in season. I'll lay my life that he meant nothing farther; indeed, it
- would be very strange and unreasonable if he did. Do but consider, my
- dear Mr. Dashwood, how excessively comfortable your mother-in-law and
- her daughters may live on the interest of seven thousand pounds, besides
- the thousand pounds belonging to each of the girls, which brings them in
- fifty pounds a year apiece, and, of course, they will pay their mother
- for their board out of it. Altogether, they will have five hundred a
- year amongst them, and what on earth can four women want for more than
- that?- They will live so cheap! Their house-keeping will be nothing at
- all. They will have no carriage, no horses, and hardly any servants;
- they will keep no company, and can have no expenses of any kind! Only
- conceive how comfortable they will be! Five hundred a year! I am sure I
- cannot imagine how they will spend half of it; and as to your giving
- them more, it is quite absurd to think of it. They will be much more
- able to give you something."
-
- "Upon my word," said Mr. Dashwood, "I believe you are perfectly right.
- My father certainly could mean nothing more by his request to me than
- what you say. I clearly understand it now, and I will strictly fulfil my
- engagement by such acts of assistance and kindness to them as you have
- described. When my mother removes into another house my services shall
- be readily given to accommodate her as far as I can. Some little present
- of furniture too may be acceptable then."
-
- "Certainly," returned Mrs. John Dashwood. "But, however, one thing must
- be considered. When your father and mother moved to Norland, though the
- furniture of Stanhill was sold, all the china, plate, and linen was
- saved, and is now left to your mother. Her house will therefore be
- almost completely fitted up as soon as she takes it."
-
- "That is a material consideration undoubtedly. A valuable legacy indeed!
- And yet some of the plate would have been a very pleasant addition to
- our own stock here."
-
- "Yes; and the set of breakfast china is twice as handsome as what
- belongs to this house. A great deal too handsome, in my opinion, for any
- place they can ever afford to live in. But, however, so it is. Your
- father thought only of them. And I must say this, that you owe no
- particular gratitude to him, nor attention to his wishes; for we very
- well know that if he could, he would have left almost everything in the
- world to them."
-
- This argument was irresistible. It gave to his intentions whatever of
- decision was wanting before; and he finally resolved, that it would be
- absolutely unnecessary, if not highly indecorous, to do more for the
- widow and children of his father than such kind of neighborly acts as
- his own wife pointed out.
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
- MRS. DASHWOOD remained at Norland several months; not from any
- disinclination to move when the sight of every well known spot ceased to
- raise the violent emotion which it produced for a while; for when her
- spirits began to revive, and her mind became capable of some other
- exertion than that of heightening its affliction by melancholy
- remembrances, she was impatient to be gone, and indefatigable in her
- enquiries for a suitable dwelling in the neighborhood of Norland; for to
- remove far from that beloved spot was impossible. But she could hear of
- no situation that at once answered her notions of comfort and ease, and
- suited the prudence of her eldest daughter, whose steadier judgment
- rejected several houses as too large for their income, which her mother
- would have improved.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood had been informed by her husband of the solemn promise on
- the part of his son in their favor, which gave comfort to his last
- earthly reflections. She doubted the sincerity of this assurance no more
- than he had doubted it himself, and she thought of it for her daughters'
- sake with satisfaction, though as for herself she was persuaded that a
- much smaller provision than 7000l. would support her in affluence. For
- their brother's sake, too, for the sake of his own heart, she rejoiced;
- and she reproached herself for being unjust to his merit before, in
- believing him incapable of generosity. His attentive behaviour to
- herself and his sisters convinced her that their welfare was dear to
- him, and, for a long time, she firmly relied on the liberality of his
- intentions.
-
- The contempt which she had, very early in their acquaintance, felt for
- her daughter-in-law, was very much increased by the farther knowledge of
- her character, which half a year's residence in her family afforded;
- and, perhaps, in spite of every consideration of politeness or maternal
- affection on the side of the former, the two ladies might have found it
- impossible to have lived together so long, had not a particular
- circumstance occurred to give still greater eligibility, according to
- the opinions of Mrs. Dashwood, to her daughters' continuance at Norland.
-
- This circumstance was a growing attachment between her eldest girl and
- the brother of Mrs. John Dashwood, a gentlemanlike and pleasing young
- man, who was introduced to their acquaintance soon after his sister's
- establishment at Norland, and who had since spent the greatest part of
- his time there.
-
- Some mothers might have encouraged the intimacy from motives of
- interest, for Edward Ferrars was the eldest son of a man who had died
- very rich; and some might have repressed it from motives of prudence,
- for, except a trifling sum, the whole of his fortune depended on the
- will of his mother. But Mrs. Dashwood was alike uninfluenced by either
- consideration. It was enough for her that he appeared to be amiable,
- that he loved her daughter, and that Elinor returned the partiality. It
- was contrary to every doctrine of hers that difference of fortune should
- deep any couple asunder who were attracted by resemblance of
- disposition; and that Elinor's merit should not be acknowledged by every
- one who knew her was to her comprehension impossible.
-
- Edward Ferrars was not recommended to their good opinion by any peculiar
- graces of person or address. He was not handsome, and his manners
- required intimacy to make them pleasing. He was too diffident to do
- justice to himself; but when his natural shyness was overcome, his
- behaviour gave every indication of an open, affectionate heart. His
- understanding was good, and his education had given it solid
- improvement. But he was neither fitted by abilities nor disposition to
- answer the wishes of his mother and sister, who longed to see him
- distinguished- as- they hardly knew what. They wanted him to make a fine
- figure in the world in some manner or other. His mother wished to
- interest him in political concerns, to get him into parliament, or to
- see him connected with some of the great men of the day. Mrs. John
- Dashwood wished it likewise; but in the mean while, till one of these
- superior blessings could be attained, it would have quieted her ambition
- to see him driving a barouche. But Edward had no turn for great men or
- barouches. All his wishes centered in domestic comfort and the quiet of
- private life. Fortunately he had a younger brother who was more
- promising.
-
- Edward had been staying several weeks in the house before he engaged
- much of Mrs. Dashwood's attention; for she was, at that time, in such
- affliction as rendered her careless of surrounding objects. She saw only
- that he was quiet and unobtrusive, and she liked him for it. He did not
- disturb the wretchedness of her mind by ill-timed conversation. She was
- first called to observe and approve him farther, by a reflection which
- Elinor chanced one day to make on the difference between him and his
- sister. It was a contrast which recommended him most forcibly to her
- mother.
-
- "It is enough," said she; "to say that he is unlike Fanny is enough. It
- implies everything amiable. I love him already."
-
- "I think you will like him," said Elinor, "when you know more of him."
-
- "Like him!" replied her mother with a smile. "I feel no sentiment of
- approbation inferior to love."
-
- "You may esteem him."
-
- "I have never yet known what it was to separate esteem and love."
-
- Mrs. Dashwood now took pains to get acquainted with him. Her manners
- were attaching, and soon banished his reserve. She speedily comprehended
- all his merits; the persuasion of his regard for Elinor perhaps assisted
- her penetration; but she really felt assured of his worth: and even that
- quietness of manner, which militated against all her established ideas
- of what a young man's address ought to be, was no longer uninteresting,
- when she knew his heart to be warm and his temper affectionate.
-
- No sooner did she perceive any symptom of love in his behaviour to
- Elinor than she considered their serious attachment as certain, and
- looked forward to their marriage as rapidly approaching.
-
- "In a few months, my dear Marianne." said she, "Elinor will, in all
- probability, be settled for life. We shall miss her; but she will be
- happy."
-
- "Oh, mamma, how shall we do without her?"
-
- "My love, it will be scarcely a separation. We shall live within a few
- miles of each other, and shall meet every day of our lives. You will
- gain a brother, a real, affectionate brother. I have the highest opinion
- in the world of Edward's heart. But you look grave, Marianne; do you
- disapprove your sister's choice?"
-
- "Perhaps," said Marianne, "I may consider it with some surprise. Edward
- is very amiable, and I love him tenderly. But yet- he is not the kind of
- young man- there is something wanting- his figure is not striking; it
- has none of that grace which I should expect in the man who could
- seriously attach my sister. His eyes want all that spirit, that fire,
- which at once announce virtue and intelligence. And besides all this, I
- am afraid, mamma, he has no real taste. Music seems scarcely to attract
- him; and, though he admires Elinor's drawings very much, it is not the
- admiration of a person who can understand their worth. It is that, in
- fact, of his frequent attention to her while she draws, that, in he
- knows nothing of the matter. He admires as a lover, not as a
- connoisseur. To satisfy me, those characters must be united. I could not
- be happy with a man whose taste did not in every point coincide with my
- own. He must enter into all my feelings: the same books, the same music
- must charm us both. Oh, mamma, how spiritless, how tame was Edward's
- manner in reading to us last night! I felt for my sister more severely.
- Yet she bore it with so much composure, she seemed scarcely to notice
- it. I could hardly keep my seat. To hear those beautiful lines which
- have frequently almost driven me wild, pronounced with such impenetrable
- calmness, such dreadful indifference!"
-
- "He would certainly have done more justice to simple and elegant prose.
- I thought so at the time; but you would give him Cowper."
-
- "Nay, mamma, if he is not to be animated by Cowper!- but we must allow
- for difference of taste. Elinor has not my feelings, and, therefore, she
- may overlook it, and be happy with him. But it would have broken my
- heart, had I loved him, to hear him read with so little sensibility.
- Mamma, the more I know of the world, the more am I convinced that I
- shall never see a man whom I can really love. I require so much! He must
- have all Edward's virtues, and his person and manners must ornament his
- goodness with every possible charm."
-
- "Remember, my love, that you are not seventeen. It is yet too early in
- life to despair of such a happiness. Why should you be less fortunate
- than your mother? In one circumstance only, my Marianne, may your
- destiny be different from hers!"
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
- "WHAT a pity it is, Elinor," said Marianne, "that Edward should have no
- taste for drawing."
-
- "No taste for drawing!" replied Elinor, "why should you think so? He
- does not draw himself, indeed, but he has great pleasure in seeing the
- performances of other people; and I assure you he is by no means
- deficient in natural taste, though he has not had opportunities of
- improving it. Had he ever been in the way of learning, I think he would
- have drawn very well. He distrusts his own judgment in such matters so
- much, that he is always unwilling to give his opinion on any picture;
- but he has an innate propriety and simplicity of taste, which, in
- general, direct him perfectly right."
-
- Marianne was afraid of offending, and said no more on the subject; but
- the kind of approbation which Elinor described as excited in him by the
- drawings of other people was very far from that rapturous delight,
- which, in her opinion, could alone be called taste. Yet, though smiling
- within herself at the mistake, she honored her sister for that blind
- partiality to Edward which produced it.
-
- "I hope, Marianne," continued Elinor, "you do not consider him as
- deficient in general taste. Indeed, I think I may say that you cannot,
- for your behaviour to him is perfectly cordial, and if that were your
- opinion, I am sure you could never be civil to him."
-
- Marianne hardly knew what to say. She would not wound the feelings of
- her sister on any account, and yet to say what she did not believe was
- impossible. At length she replied,-
-
- "Do not be offended, Elinor, if my praise of him is not in everything
- equal to your sense of his merits. I have not had so many opportunities
- of estimating the minuter propensities of his mind, his inclinations and
- tastes, as you have; but I have the highest opinion in the world of his
- goodness and sense. I think him everything that is worthy and amiable."
-
- "I am sure," replied Elinor, with a smile, "that his dearest friends
- could not be dissatisfied with such commendation as that. I do not
- perceive how you could express yourself more warmly."
-
- Marianne was rejoiced to find her sister so easily pleased.
-
- "Of his sense and his goodness," continued Elinor, "no one can, I think,
- be in doubt, who has seen him often enough to engage him in unreserved
- conversation. The excellence of his understanding and his principles can
- be concealed only by that shyness which too often keeps him silent. You
- know enough of him to do justice to his solid worth. But of his minuter
- propensities, as you call them, you have, from peculiar circumstances,
- been kept more ignorant than myself. He and I have been at times thrown
- a good deal together, while you have been wholly engrossed on the most
- affectionate principle by my mother. I have seen a great deal of him,
- have studied his sentiments and heard his opinion on subjects of
- literature and taste; and, upon the whole, I venture to pronounce that
- his mind is well informed, enjoyment of books exceedingly great, his
- imagination lively, his observation just and correct, and his taste
- delicate and pure. His abilities in every respect improve as much upon
- acquaintance as his manners and person. At first sight, his address is
- certainly not striking; and his person can hardly be called handsome,
- till the expression of his eyes, which are uncommonly good, and the
- general sweetness of his countenance, is perceived. At present, I know
- him so well, that I think him really handsome; or at least, almost so.
- What say you, Marianne?"
-
- "I shall very soon think him handsome, Elinor, if I do not now. When you
- tell me to love him as a brother, I shall no more see imperfection in
- his face than I now do in his heart."
-
- Elinor started at this declaration, and was sorry for the warmth she had
- been betrayed into, in speaking of him. She felt that Edward stood very
- high in her opinion. She believed the regard to be mutual; but she
- required greater certainty of it to make Marianne's conviction of their
- attachment agreeable to her. She knew that what Marianne and her mother
- conjectured one moment, they believed the next- that with them, to wish
- was to hope, and to hope was to expect. She tried to explain the real
- state of the case to her sister.
-
- "I do not attempt to deny," said she, "that I think very highly of him-
- that I greatly esteem, that I like him."
-
- Marianne here burst forth with indignation-
-
- "Esteem him! Like him I Cold-hearted Elinor! Oh! worse than
- cold-hearted! Ashamed of being otherwise. Use those words again, and I
- will leave the room this moment."
-
- Elinor could not help laughing. "Excuse me," said she; "and be assured
- that I meant no offence to you, by speaking, in so quiet a way, of my
- own feelings. Believe them to be stronger than I have declared; believe
- them, in short, to be such as his merit, and the suspicion- the hope of
- his affection for me may warrant, without imprudence or folly. But
- farther than this you must not believe. I am by no means assured of his
- regard for me. There are moments when the extent of it seems doubtful;
- and till his sentiments are fully known, you cannot wonder at my wishing
- to avoid any encouragement of my own partiality, by believing or calling
- it more than it is. In my heart I feel little- scarcely any doubt of his
- preference. But there are other points to be considered besides his
- inclination. He is very far from being independent. What his mother
- really is we cannot know; but, from Fanny's occasional mention of her
- conduct and opinions, we have never been disposed to think her amiable;
- and I am very much mistaken if Edward is not himself aware that there
- would be many difficulties in his way, if he were to wish to marry a
- woman who had not either a great fortune or high rank."
-
- Marianne was astonished to find how much the imagination of her mother
- and herself had outstripped the truth.
-
- "And you really are not engaged to him!" said she. "Yet it certainly
- soon will happen. But two advantages will proceed from this delay. I
- shall not lose you so soon, and Edward will have greater opportunity of
- improving that natural taste for your favorite pursuit which must be so
- indispensably necessary to your future felicity. Oh! if he should be so
- far stimulated by your genius as to learn to draw himself, how
- delightful it would be!"
-
- Elinor had given her real opinion to her sister. She could not consider
- her partiality for Edward in so prosperous a state as Marianne had
- believed it. There was, at times, a want of spirits about him which, if
- it did not denote indifference, spoke a something almost as unpromising.
- A doubt of her regard, supposing him to feel it, need not give him more
- than inquietude. It would not be likely to produce that dejection of
- mind which frequently attended him. A more reasonable cause might be
- found in the dependent situation which forbad the indulgence of his
- affection. She knew that his mother neither behaved to him so as to make
- his home comfortable at present, nor to give him any assurance that he
- might form a home for himself, without strictly attending to her views
- for his aggrandisement. With such a knowledge as this, it was impossible
- for Elinor to feel easy on the subject. She was far from depending on
- that result of his preference of her, which her mother and sister still
- considered as certain. Nay, the longer they were together the more
- doubtful seemed the nature of his regard; and sometimes, for a few
- painful minutes, she believed it to be no more than friendship.
-
- But, whatever might really be its limits, it was enough, when perceived
- by his sister, to make her uneasy, and at the same time (which was still
- more common) to make her uncivil. She took the first opportunity of
- affronting her mother-in-law on the occasion, talking to her so
- expressively of her brother's great expectations, of Mrs. Ferrars's
- resolution that both her sons should marry well, and of the danger
- attending any young woman who attempted to draw him in, that Mrs.
- Dashwood could neither pretend to be unconscious, nor endeavor to be
- calm. She gave her an answer which marked her contempt, and instantly
- left the room; resolving that, whatever might be the inconvenience or
- expense of so sudden a removal, her beloved Elinor should not be exposed
- another week to such insinuations.
-
- In this state of her spirit, a letter was delivered to her from the
- post, which contained a proposal particularly well timed. It was the
- offer of a small house, on very easy terms, belonging to a relation of
- her own, a gentleman of consequence and property in Devonshire. The
- letter was from this gentleman himself, and written in the true spirit
- of friendly accommodation. He understood that she was in need of a
- dwelling; and though the house he now offered her was merely a cottage,
- he assured her that everything should be done to it which she might
- think necessary, if the situation pleased her. He earnestly pressed her,
- after giving the particulars of the house and garden, to come with her
- daughters to Barton Park, the place of his own residence, from whence
- she might judge, herself, whether Barton Cottage, for the houses were in
- the same parish, could, by any alteration, be made comfortable to her.
- He seemed really anxious to accommodate them; and the whole of his
- letter was written in so friendly a style as could not fail of giving
- pleasure to his cousin; more especially at a moment when she was
- suffering under the cold and unfeeling behaviour of her nearer
- connections. She needed no time for deliberation or inquiry. Her
- resolution was formed as she read. The situation of Barton, in a county
- so far distant from Sussex as Devonshire, which, but a few hours before,
- would have been a sufficient objection to outweigh every possible
- advantage belonging to the place, was now its first recommendation. To
- quit the neighbourhood of Norland was no longer an evil; it was an
- object of desire; it was a blessing, in comparison of the misery of
- continuing her daughter-in-law's guest; and to remove for ever from that
- beloved place would be less painful than to inhabit or visit it while
- such a woman was its mistress. She instantly wrote Sir John Middleton
- her acknowledgment of his kindness, and her acceptance of his proposal;
- and then hastened to show both letters to her daughters, that she might
- be secure of their approbation before her answer were sent.
-
- Elinor had always thought it would be more prudent for them to settle at
- some distance from Norland, than immediately amongst their present
- acquaintance. On that head, therefore, it was not for her to oppose her
- mother's intention of removing into Devonshire. The house, too, as
- described by Sir John, was on so simple a scale, and the rent so
- uncommonly moderate, as to leave her no right of objection on either
- point; and, therefore, though it was a removal from the vicinity of
- Norland beyond her wishes, she made no attempt to dissuade her mother
- from sending a letter of acquiescence.
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
- NO sooner was her answer dispatched, than Mrs. Dashwood indulged herself
- in the pleasure of announcing to her son-in-law and his wife that she
- was provided with a house, and should incommode them no longer than till
- everything were ready for her inhabiting it. They heard her with
- surprise. Mrs. John Dashwood said nothing; but her husband civilly hoped
- that she would not be settled far from Norland. She had great
- satisfaction in replying that she was going into Devonshire. Edward
- turned hastily towards her, on hearing this, and, in a voice of surprise
- and concern, which required no explanation to her, repeated,
- "Devonshire! Are you, indeed, going there? So far from hence! and to
- what part of it?" She explained the situation. It was within four miles
- northward of Exeter.
-
- "It is but a cottage," she continued, "but I hope to see many of my
- friends in it. A room or two can easily be added; and if my friends find
- no difficulty in travelling so far to see me, I am sure I will find none
- in accommodating them."
-
- She concluded with a very kind invitation to Mr. and Mrs. John Dashwood
- to visit her at Barton; and to Edward she gave one with still greater
- affection. Though her late conversation with her daughter-in-law had
- made her resolve on remaining at Norland no longer than was unavoidable,
- it had not produced the smallest effect on her in that point to which it
- principally tended. To separate Edward and Elinor was as far from being
- her object as ever; and she wished to show Mrs. John Dashwood, by this
- pointed invitation to her brother, how totally she disregarded her
- disapprobation of the match.
-
- Mr. John Dashwood told his mother again and again how exceedingly sorry
- he was that she had taken a house at such a distance from Norland as to
- prevent his being of any service to her in removing her furniture. He
- really felt conscientiously vexed on the occasion; for the very exertion
- to which he had limited the performance of his promise to his father was
- by this arrangement rendered impracticable. The furniture was all sent
- around by water. It chiefly consisted of household linen, plate, china,
- and books, with a handsome piano-forte of Marianne's. Mrs. John Dashwood
- saw the packages depart with a sigh: she could not help feeling it hard
- that, as Mrs. Dashwood's income would be so trifling in comparison with
- their own, she should have any handsome article of furniture.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood took the house for a twelvemonth; it was ready furnished,
- and she might have immediate possession. No difficulty arose on either
- side in the agreement; and she waited only for the disposal of her
- effects at Norland, and to determine her future household, before she
- set off for the west; and this, as she was exceedingly rapid in the
- performance of everything that interested her, was soon done. The horses
- which were left by her husband had been sold soon after his death, and
- an opportunity now offering of disposing of her carriage, she agreed to
- sell that likewise, at the earnest advice of her eldest daughter. For
- the comfort of her children, had she consulted only her own wishes, she
- would have kept it; but the discretion of Elinor prevailed. Her wisdom,
- too, limited the number of their servants to three; two maids and a man,
- with whom they were speedily provided from amongst those who had formed
- their establishment at Norland.
-
- The man and one of the maids were sent off immediately into Devonshire,
- to prepare the house for their mistress's arrival; for, as Lady
- Middleton was entirely unknown to Mrs. Dashwood, she preferred going
- directly to the cottage to being a visitor at Barton Park; and she
- relied so undoubtingly on Sir John's description of the house, as to
- feel no curiosity to examine it herself till she entered it as her own.
- Her eagerness to be gone from Norland was preserved from diminution by
- the evident satisfaction of her daughter-in-law in the prospect of her
- removal; a satisfaction which was but feebly attempted to be concealed
- under a cold invitation to her to defer her departure. Now was the time
- when her son-in-law's promise to his father might with particular
- propriety be fulfilled. Since he had neglected to do it on first coming
- to the estate, their quitting his house might be looked on as the most
- suitable period for its accomplishment. But Mrs. Dashwood began,
- shortly, to give over every hope of the kind, and to be convinced, from
- the general drift of his discourse, that his assistance extended no
- farther than their maintenance for six months at Norland. He so
- frequently talked of the increasing expenses of housekeeping, and of the
- perpetual demands upon his purse, which a man of any consequence in the
- world was beyond calculation exposed to, that he seemed rather to stand
- in need of more money himself than to have any design of giving money
- away.
-
- In a very few weeks, from the day which brought Sir John Middleton's
- first letter to Norland, everything was so far settled in their future
- abode as to enable Mrs. Dashwood and her daughters to begin their
- journey.
-
- Many were the tears shed by them in their last adieus to a place so much
- beloved. "Dear, dear Norland!" said Marianne, as she wandered alone
- before the house, on the last evening of their being there; "when shall
- I cease to regret you!- when learn to feel a home elsewhere!- Oh! happy
- house, could you know what I suffer in now viewing you from this spot,
- from whence, perhaps, I may view you no more!- And you, ye well-known
- trees!- but you will continue the same. No leaf will decay because we
- are removed, nor any branch become motionless although we can observe
- you no longer!- No; you will continue the same; unconscious of the
- pleasure or the regret you occasion, and insensible of any change in
- those who walk under your shade!- But who will remain to enjoy you?"
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
- THE first part of their journey was performed in too melancholy a
- disposition to be otherwise than tedious and unpleasant. But as they
- drew towards the end of it, their interest in the appearance of a
- country which they were to inhabit overcame their dejection, and a view
- of Barton Valley, as they entered it, gave them cheerfulness. It was a
- pleasant, fertile spot, well wooded, and rich in pasture. After winding
- along it for more than a mile, they reached their own house. A small
- green court was the whole of its demesne in front; and a neat
- wicket-gate admitted them into it.
-
- As a house, Barton Cottage, though small, was comfortable and compact;
- but as a cottage it was defective, for the building was regular, the
- roof was tiled, the window shutters were not painted green, nor were the
- walls covered with honeysuckles. A narrow passage led directly through
- the house into the garden behind. On each side of the entrance was a
- sitting room, about sixteen feet square; and beyond them were the
- offices and the stairs. Four bed-rooms and two garrets formed the rest
- of the house. It had not been built many years, and was in good repair.
- In comparison of Norland, it was poor and small indeed!- but the tears
- which recollection called forth as they entered the house were soon
- dried away. They were cheered by the joy of the servants on their
- arrival, and each for the sake of the others resolved to appear happy.
- It was very early in September; the season was fine; and from first
- seeing the place under the advantage of good weather, they received an
- impression in its favor which was of material service in recommending it
- to their lasting approbation.
-
- The situation of the house was good. High hills rose immediately behind,
- and at no great distance on each side; some of which were open downs,
- the others cultivated and woody. The village of Barton was chiefly on
- one of these hills, and formed a pleasant view from the cottage windows.
- The prospect in front was more extensive; it commanded the whole of the
- valley, and reached into the country beyond. The hills which surrounded
- the cottage terminated the valley in that direction; under another name,
- and in another course, it branched out again between two of the steepest
- of them.
-
- With the size and furniture of the house Mrs. Dashwood was upon the
- whole well satisfied; for though her former style of life rendered many
- additions to the latter indispensable, yet to add and improve was a
- delight to her; and she had at this time ready money enough to supply
- all that was wanted of greater elegance to the apartments. "As for the
- house itself, to be sure," said she, "it is too small for our family,
- but we will make ourselves tolerably comfortable for the present, as it
- is too late in the year for improvements. Perhaps in the spring, if I
- have plenty of money, as I dare say I shall, we may think about
- building. These parlors are both too small for such parties of our
- friends as I hope to see often collected here; and I have some thoughts
- of throwing the passage into one of them, with perhaps a part of the
- other, and so leave the remainder of that other for an entrance; this,
- with a new drawing-room which may be easily added, and a bed-chamber and
- garret above, will make it a very snug little cottage. I could wish the
- stairs were handsome. But one must not expect everything; though I
- suppose it would be no difficult matter to widen them. I shall see how
- much I am before-hand with the world in the spring, and we will plan our
- improvements accordingly."
-
- In the meantime, till all these alterations could be made from the
- savings of an income of five hundred a year by a woman who never saved
- in her life, they were wise enough to be contented with the house as it
- was; and each of them was busy in arranging their particular concerns,
- and endeavoring, by placing around them books and other possessions, to
- form themselves a home. Marianne's piano-forte was unpacked and properly
- disposed of; and Elinor's drawings were affixed to the walls of their
- sitting room.
-
- In such employments as these they were interrupted soon after breakfast
- the next day by the entrance of their landlord, who called to welcome
- them to Barton, and to offer them every accommodation from his own house
- and garden in which theirs might at present be deficient. Sir John
- Middleton was a good looking man about forty. He had formerly visited at
- Stanhill, but it was too long for his young cousins to remember him. His
- countenance was thoroughly good-humoured; and his manners were as
- friendly as the style of his letter. Their arrival seemed to afford him
- real satisfaction, and their comfort to be an object of real solicitude
- to him. He said much of his earnest desire of their living in the most
- sociable terms with his family, and pressed them so cordially to dine at
- Barton Park every day till they were better settled at home that, though
- his entreaties were carried to a point of perseverance beyond civility,
- they could not give offence. His kindness was not confined to words; for
- within an hour after he left them, a large basket full of garden stuff
- and fruit arrived from the park, which was followed before the end of
- the day by a present of game. He insisted, moreover, on conveying all
- their letters to and from the post for them, and would not be denied the
- satisfaction of sending them his newspaper every day.
-
- Lady Middleton had sent a very civil message by him, denoting her
- intention of waiting on Mrs. Dashwood as soon as she could be assured
- that her visit would be no inconvenience; and as this message was
- answered by an invitation equally polite, her ladyship was introduced to
- them the next day.
-
- They were, of course, very anxious to see a person on whom so much of
- their comfort at Barton must depend; and the elegance of her appearance
- was favourable to their wishes. Lady Middleton was not more than six or
- seven and twenty; her face was handsome, her figure tall and striking,
- and her address graceful. Her manners had all the elegance which her
- husband's wanted. But they would have been improved by some share of his
- frankness and warmth; and her visit was long enough to detract something
- from their first admiration, by showing that, though perfectly
- well-bred, she was reserved, cold, and had nothing to say for herself
- beyond the most common-place inquiry or remark.
-
- Conversation, however, was not wanted, for Sir John was very chatty, and
- Lady Middleton had taken the wise precaution of bringing with her their
- eldest child, a fine little boy about six years old; by which means
- there was one subject always to be recurred to by the ladies in case of
- extremity, for they had to enquire his name and age, admire his beauty,
- and ask him questions which his mother answered for him, while he hung
- about her and held down his head, to the great surprise of her ladyship,
- who wondered at his being so shy before company, as he could make noise
- enough at home. On every formal visit a child ought to be of the party,
- by way of provision for discourse. In the present case it took up ten
- minutes to determine whether the boy were most like his father or
- mother, and in what particular he resembled either, for of course every
- body differed, and every body was astonished at the opinion of the
- others.
-
- An opportunity was soon to be given to the Dashwoods of debating on the
- rest of the children, as Sir John would not leave the house without
- securing their promise of dining at the Park the next day.
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
- BARTON PARK was about half a mile from the cottage. The ladies had
- passed near it in their way along the valley, but it was screened from
- their view at home by the projection of a hill. The house was large and
- handsome; and the Middletons lived in a style of equal hospitality and
- elegance. The former was for Sir John's gratification, the latter for
- that of his lady. There were scarcely ever without some friends staying
- with them in the house, and they kept more company of every kind than
- any other family in the neighbourhood. It was necessary to the happiness
- of both; for however dissimilar in temper and outward behaviour, they
- strongly resembled each other in that total want of talent and taste
- which confined their employments, unconnected with such as society
- produced, within a very pass. Sir John was a sportsman, Lady Middleton a
- mother. He hunted and shot, and she humoured her children; and these
- were their only resources. Lady Middleton had the advantage of being
- able to spoil her children all the year round, while Sir John's
- independent employments were in existence only half the time. Continual
- engagements at home and abroad, however, supplied all the deficiencies
- of nature and education; supported the good spirits of Sir John, and
- gave exercise to the good breeding of his wife.
-
- Lady Middleton piqued herself upon the elegance of her table, and of all
- her domestic arrangements; and from this kind of vanity was her greatest
- enjoyment in any of their parties. But Sir John's satisfaction in
- society was much more real; he delighted in collecting about him more
- young people than his house would hold, and the noisier they were the
- better was he pleased. He was a blessing to all the juvenile part of the
- neighbourhood; for in summer he was for ever forming parties to eat cold
- ham and chicken out of doors, and in winter his private balls were
- numerous enough for any young lady who was not suffering under the
- unsatiable appetite of fifteen.
-
- The arrival of a new family in the country was always a matter of joy to
- him; and in every point of view he was charmed with the inhabitants he
- had now procured for his cottage at Barton. The Misses Dashwood were
- young, pretty, and unaffected. It was enough to secure his good opinion;
- for to be unaffected was all that a pretty girl could want to make her
- mind as captivating as her person. The friendliness of his disposition
- made him happy in accommodating those, whose situation might be
- considered, in comparison with the past, as unfortunate. In showing
- kindness to his cousins, therefore, he had the real satisfaction of a
- good heart; and in settling a family of females only in his cottage, he
- had all the satisfaction of a sportsman; for a sportsman, though he
- esteems only those of his sex who are sportsmen likewise, is not often
- desirous of encouraging their taste by admitting them to a residence
- within his own manor.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood and her daughters were met at the door of the house by Sir
- John, who welcomed them to Barton Park with unaffected sincerity; and as
- he attended them to the drawingroom repeated to the young ladies the
- concern which the same subject had drawn from him the day before, at
- being unable to get any smart young men to meet them. They would see, he
- said, only one gentleman there besides himself; a particular friend who
- was staying at the Park, but who was neither very young nor very gay. He
- hoped they would all excuse the smallness of the party, and could assure
- them it should never happen so again. He had been to several families
- that morning, in hopes of procuring some addition to their number, but
- it was moonlight, and every body was full of engagements. Luckily Lady
- Middleton's mother had arrived at Barton within the last hour; and as
- she was a very cheerful, agreeable woman, be hoped the young ladies
- would not find it so very dull as they might imagine. The young ladies,
- as well as their mother, were perfectly satisfied with having two entire
- strangers of the party, and wished for no more.
-
- Mrs. Jennings, Lady Middleton's mother, was a good-humoured, merry, fat,
- elderly woman, who talked a great deal, seemed very happy, and rather
- vulgar. She was full of jokes and laughter, and before dinner was over,
- had said many witty things on the subject of lovers and husbands; hoped
- they had not left their hearts behind them in Sussex, and pretended to
- see them blush whether they did or not. Marianne was vexed at it for her
- sister's sake, and turned her eyes towards Elinor to see how she bore
- these attacks, with an earnestness which gave Elinor far more pain than
- could arise from such common-place raillery as Mrs. Jennings's.
-
- Colonel Brandon, the friend of Sir John, seemed no more adapted by
- resemblance of manner to be his friend, than Lady Middleton was to be
- his wife, or Mrs. Jennings to be Lady Middleton's mother. He was silent
- and grave. His appearance, however, was not unpleasing, in spite of his
- being, in the opinion of Marianne and Margaret, an absolute old
- bachelor, for he was on the wrong side of five-and-thirty; but though
- his face was not handsome, his countenance was sensible, and his address
- was particularly gentlemanlike.
-
- There was nothing in any of the party which could recommend them as
- companions to the Dashwoods; but the cold insipidity of Lady Middleton
- was so particularly repulsive, that in comparison of it the gravity of
- Colonel Brandon, and even the boisterous mirth of Sir John and his
- mother-in-law, was interesting. Lady Middleton seemed to be roused to
- enjoyment only by the entrance of her four noisy children after dinner,
- who pulled her about, tore her clothes, and put an end to every kind of
- discourse except what related to themselves.
-
- In the evening, as Marianne was discovered to be musical, she was
- invited to play. The instrument was unlocked, every body prepared to be
- charmed, and Marianne, who sang very well, at their request went through
- the chief of the songs which Lady Middleton had brought into the family
- on her marriage, and which, perhaps, had lain ever since in the same
- position on the piano-forte; for or ladyship had celebrated that event
- by giving up music, although, by her mother's account, she had played
- extremely well, and by her own was very fond of it.
-
- Marianne's performance was highly applauded. Sir John was loud in his
- admiration at the end of every song, and as loud in his conversation
- with the others while every song lasted. Lady Middleton frequently
- called him to order, wondered how any one's attention could be diverted
- from music for a moment, and asked Marianne to sing a particular song
- which Marianne had just finished. Colonel Brandon alone, of all the
- party, heard her without being in raptures. He paid her only the
- compliment of attention; and she felt a respect for him on the occasion,
- which the others had reasonably forfeited by their shameless want of
- taste. His pleasure in music, though it amounted not to that ecstatic
- delight which alone could sympathise with her own, was estimable when
- contrasted against the horrible insensibility of the others; and she was
- reasonable enough to allow that a man of five-and-thirty might well have
- outlived all acuteness of feeling, and every exquisite power of
- enjoyment. She was perfectly disposed to make every allowance for the
- colonel's advanced state of life which humanity required.
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
- MRS. JENNINGS was a widow with an ample jointure. She had only two
- daughters, both of whom she had lived to see respectably married, and
- she had now, therefore, nothing to do but to marry all the rest of the
- world. In the promotion of this object she was zealously active, as far
- as her ability reached; and missed no opportunity of projecting weddings
- among all the young people of her acquaintance. She was remarkably quick
- in the discovery of attachments, and had enjoyed the advantage of
- raising the blushes and the vanity of many a young lady by insinuations
- of her power over such a young man; and this kind of discernment enabled
- her, soon after her arrival at Barton, decisively to pronounce that
- Colonel Brandon was very much in love with Marianne Dashwood. She rather
- suspected it to be so, on the very first evening of their being
- together, from his listening so attentively while she sang to them; and
- when the visit was returned by the Middletons dining at the cottage, the
- fact was ascertained by his listening to her again. It must be so. She
- was perfectly convinced of it. It would be an excellent match, for he
- was rich, and she was handsome. Mrs. Jennings had been anxious to see
- Colonel Brandon well married, ever since her connection with Sir John
- first brought him to her knowledge; and she was always anxious to get a
- good husband for every pretty girl.
-
- The immediate advantage to herself was by no means inconsiderable, for
- it supplied her with endless jokes against them both. At the Park she
- laughed at the colonel, and in the cottage at Marianne. To the former
- her raillery was probably, as far as it regarded only himself, perfectly
- indifferent; but to the latter it was at first incomprehensible; and
- when its object was understood, she hardly knew whether most to laugh at
- its absurdity, or censure its impertinence; for she considered it as an
- unfeeling reflection on the colonel's advanced years, and on his forlorn
- condition as an old bachelor.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood, who could not think a man five years younger than herself
- so exceedingly ancient as he appeared to the youthful fancy of her
- daughter, ventured to clear Mrs. Jennings from the probability of
- wishing to throw ridicule on his age.
-
- "But at least, mamma, you cannot deny the absurdity of the accusation,
- though you may not think it intentionally ill-natured. Colonel Brandon
- is certainly younger than Mrs. Jennings, but he is old enough to be my
- father; and if he were ever animated enough to be in love, must have
- long outlived every sensation of the kind. It is too ridiculous! When is
- a man to be safe from such wit, if age and infirmity will not protect
- him?"
-
- "Infirmity!" said Elinor, "do you call Colonel Brandon infirm? I can
- easily suppose that his age may appear much greater to you than to my
- mother; but you can hardly deceive yourself as to his having the use of
- his limbs!"
-
- "Did not you hear him complain of the rheumatism? and is not that the
- commonest infirmity of declining life?"
-
- "My dearest child," said her mother, laughing, "at this rate you must be
- in continual terror of my decay; and it must seem to you a miracle that
- my life has been extended to the advanced age of forty."
-
- "Mamma, you are not doing me justice. I know very well that Colonel
- Brandon is not old enough to make his friends yet apprehensive of losing
- him in the course of nature. He may live twenty years longer. But
- thirty-five has nothing to do with matrimony."
-
- "Perhaps," said Elinor, "thirty-five and seventeen had better not have
- any thing to do with matrimony together. But if there should by any
- chance happen to be a woman who is single at seven-and-twenty, I should
- not think Colonel Brandon's being thirty-five any objection to his
- marrying her."
-
- "A woman of seven-and-twenty," said Marianne, after pausing a moment,
- "can never hope to feel or inspire affection again, and if her home be
- uncomfortable, or her fortune small, I can suppose that she might bring
- herself to submit to the offices of a nurse, for the sake of the
- provision and security of a wife. In his marrying such a woman,
- therefore, there would be nothing unsuitable. It would be a compact of
- convenience, and the world would be satisfied. In my eyes it would be no
- marriage at all, but that would be nothing. To me it would seem only a
- commercial exchange, in which each wished to be benefited at the expense
- of the other."
-
- "It would be impossible, I know," replied Elinor, "to convince you that
- a woman of seven-and-twenty could feel for a man of thirty-five anything
- near enough to love, to make him a desirable companion to her. But I
- must object to your dooming Colonel Brandon and his wife to the constant
- confinement of a sick chamber, merely because he chanced to complain
- yesterday (a very cold damp day), of a slight rheumatic feel in one of
- his shoulders."
-
- "But he talked of flannel waistcoats," said Marianne; "and with me a
- flannel waistcoat is invariably connected with aches, cramps,
- rheumatisms, and every species of ailment that can afflict the old and
- the feeble."
-
- "Had he been only in a violent fever, you would not have despised him
- half so much. Confess, Marianne, is not there something interesting to
- you in the flushed cheek, hollow eye, and quick pulse of a fever?"
-
- Soon after this, upon Elinor's leaving the room, "Mamma," said Marianne,
- "I have an alarm on the subject of illness which I cannot conceal from
- you. I am sure Edward Ferrars is not well. We have now been here almost
- a fortnight, and yet he does not come. Nothing but real indisposition
- could occasion this extraordinary delay. What else can detain him at
- Norland?"
-
- "Had you any idea of his coming so soon?" said Mrs. Dashwood. "I had
- none. On the contrary, if I have felt any anxiety at all on the subject,
- it has been in recollecting that he sometimes showed a want of pleasure
- and readiness in accepting my invitation, when I talked of his coming to
- Barton. Does Elinor expect him already?"
-
- "I have never mentioned it to her, but of course she must."
-
- "I rather think you are mistaken, for when I was talking to her
- yesterday of getting a new grate for the spare bed-chamber, she observed
- that there was no immediate hurry for it, as it was not likely that the
- room would be wanted for some time."
-
- "How strange this is! what can be the meaning of it! But the whole of
- their behaviour to each other has been unaccountable! How cold, how
- composed were their last adieus! How languid their conversation the last
- evening of their being together! In Edward's farewell there was no
- distinction between Elinor and me: it was the good wishes of an
- affectionate brother to both. Twice did I leave them purposely together
- in the course of the last morning, and each time did he most
- unaccountably follow me out of the room. And Elinor, in quitting Norland
- and Edward, cried not as I did. Even now her self-command is invariable.
- When is she dejected or melancholy? When does she try to avoid society,
- or appear restless and dissatisfied in it?"
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
- THE Dashwoods were now settled at Barton with tolerable comfort to
- themselves. The house and the garden, with all the objects surrounding
- them, were now become familiar, and the ordinary pursuits which had
- given to Norland half its charms were engaged in again with far greater
- enjoyment than Norland had been able to afford since the loss of their
- father. Sir John Middleton, who called on them every day for the first
- fortnight, and who was not in the habit of seeing much occupation at
- home, could not conceal his amazement on finding them always employed.
-
- Their visitors, except those from Barton Park, were not many; for, in
- spite of Sir John's urgent entreaties that they would mix more in the
- neighbourhood, and repeated assurances of his carriage being always at
- their service, the independence of Mrs. Dashwood's spirit overcame the
- wish of society for her children; and she was resolute in declining to
- visit any family beyond the distance of a walk. There were but few who
- could be so classed; and it was not all of them that were attainable.
- About a mile and a half from the cottage, along the narrow winding
- valley of Allenham, which issued from that of Barton, as formerly
- described, the girls had, in one of their earliest walks, discovered an
- ancient respectable-looking mansion, which, by reminding them a little
- of Norland, interested their imagination and made them wish to be better
- acquainted with it. But they learnt, on enquiry, that its possessor, an
- elderly lady of very good character, was unfortunately too infirm to mix
- with the world, and never stirred from home.
-
- The whole country about them abounded in beautiful walks. The high
- downs, which invited them from almost every window of the cottage to
- seek the exquisite enjoyment of air on their summits, were a happy
- alternative when the dirt of the valleys beneath shut up their superior
- beauties; and towards one of these hills did Marianne and Margaret one
- memorable morning direct their steps, attracted by the partial sunshine
- of a showery sky, and unable longer to bear the confinement which the
- settled rain of the two preceding days had occasioned. The weather was
- not tempting enough to draw the two others from their pencil and their
- book, in spite of Marianne's declaration that the day would be lastingly
- fair, and that every threatening cloud would be drawn off from their
- hills; and the two girls set off together.
-
- They gaily ascended the downs, rejoicing in their own penetration at
- every glimpse of blue sky; and when they caught in their faces the
- animating gales of a high southwesterly wind, they pitied the fears
- which had prevented their mother and Elinor from sharing such delightful
- sensations.
-
- "Is there a felicity in the world," said Marianne, "superior to this?-
- Margaret, we will walk here at least two hours."
-
- Margaret agreed, and they pursued their way against the wind, resisting
- it with laughing delight for about twenty minutes longer, when suddenly
- the clouds united over their heads, and a driving rain set full in their
- face. Chagrined and surprised, they were obliged, though unwillingly, to
- turn back, for no shelter was nearer than their own house. One
- consolation, however, remained for them, to which the exigence of the
- moment gave more than usual propriety,- it was that of running with all
- possible speed down the steep side of the hill which led immediately to
- their garden gate.
-
- They set off. Marianne had at first the advantage, but a false step
- brought her suddenly to the ground; and Margaret, unable to stop herself
- to assist her, was involuntarily hurried along, and reached the bottom
- in safety.
-
- A gentleman carrying a gun, with two pointers playing round him, was
- passing up the hill, and within a few yards of Marianne, when her
- accident happened. He put down his gun and ran to her assistance. She
- had raised herself from the ground, but her foot had been twisted in her
- fall, and she was scarcely able to stand. The gentleman offered his
- services; and perceiving that her modesty declined what her situation
- rendered necessary, took her up in his arms, without farther delay, and
- carried her down the hill. Then passing through the garden, the gate of
- which had been left open by Margaret, he bore her directly into the
- house, whither Margaret was just arrived, and quitted not his hold till
- he had seated her in a chair in the parlour.
-
- Elinor and her mother rose up in amazement at their entrance; and while
- the eyes of both were fixed on him with an evident wonder and a secret
- admiration which equally sprung from his appearance, he apologised for
- his intrusion by relating its cause, in a manner so frank and so
- graceful that his person, which was uncommonly handsome, received
- additional charms from his voice and expression. Had he been even old,
- ugly, and vulgar, the gratitude and kindness of Mrs. Dashwood would have
- been secured by an act of attention to her child; but the influence of
- youth, beauty, and elegance, gave an interest to the action which came
- home to her feelings.
-
- She thanked him again and again; and, with a sweetness of address which
- always attended her, invited him to be seated. But this he declined, as
- he was dirty and wet. Mrs. Dashwood then begged to know to whom she was
- obliged. His name, he replied, was Willoughby, and his present home was
- at Allenham, from whence he hoped she would allow him the honour of
- calling to-morrow to enquire after Miss Dashwood. The honour was readily
- granted, and he then departed, to make himself still more interesting,
- in the midst of a heavy rain.
-
- His manly beauty and more than common gracefulness were instantly the
- theme of general admiration; and the laugh which his gallantry raised
- against Marianne received particular spirit from his exterior
- attractions. Marianne herself had seen less of his person that the rest,
- for the confusion which crimsoned over her face, on his lifting her up,
- had robbed her of the power of regarding him after their entering the
- house. But she bad seen enough of him to join in all the admiration of
- the others, and with an energy which always adorned her praise. His
- person and air were equal to what her fancy had ever drawn for the hero
- of a favourite story; and in his carrying her into the house with so
- little previous formality there was a rapidity of thought which
- particularly recommended the action to her. Every circumstance belonging
- to him was interesting. His name was good, his residence was in their
- favourite village, and she soon found out that of all manly dresses a
- shooting-jacket was the most becoming. Her imagination was busy, her
- reflections were pleasant, and the pain of a sprained ankle was
- disregarded.
-
- Sir John called on them as soon as the next interval of fair weather
- that morning allowed him to get out of doors; and Marianne's accident
- being related to him, he was eagerly asked whether he knew any gentleman
- of the name of Willoughby at Allenham.
-
- "Willoughby!" cried Sir John; "what, is he in the country? That is good
- news however? I will ride over to-morrow, and ask him to dinner on
- Thursday."
-
- "You know him, then," said Mrs. Dashwood.
-
- "Know him? to be sure I do. Why, he is down here every year."
-
- "And what sort of a young man is he?"
-
- "As good a kind of fellow as ever lived, I assure you. A very decent
- shot, and there is not a bolder rider in England."
-
- "And is that all you can say for him?" cried Marianne, indignantly. "But
- what are his manners on more intimate acquaintance? What his pursuits,
- his talents, and genius?"
-
- Sir John was rather puzzled.
-
- "Upon my soul," said he, "I do not know much about him as to all that.
- But he is a pleasant, good-humoured fellow, and has got the nicest
- little black bitch of a pointer I ever saw. Was she out with him
- to-day?"
-
- But Marianne could no more satisfy him as to the colour of Mr.
- Willoughby's pointer, than he could describe to her the shades of his
- mind.
-
- "But who is he?" said Elinor. "Where does he come from? Has he a house
- at Allenham?"
-
- On this point Sir John could give more certain intelligence; and he told
- them that Mr. Willoughby had no property of his own in the country; that
- he resided there only while he was visiting the old lady at Allenham
- Court, to whom he was related, and whose possessions he was to inherit;
- adding, "Yes, yes, he is very well worth catching I can tell you, Miss
- Dashwood; he has a pretty little estate of his own, in Somersetshire
- besides; and if I were you, I would not give him up to my younger
- sister, in spite of all this tumbling down hills. Miss Marianne must not
- expect to have all the men to herself. Brandon will be jealous, if she
- does not take care."
-
- "I do not believe," said Mrs. Dashwood, with a good-humoured smile,
- "that Mr. Willoughby will be incommoded by the attempts of either of my
- daughters, towards what you call catching him. It is not an employment
- to which they have been brought up. Men are very safe with us, let them
- be ever so rich. I am glad to find, however, from what you say, that he
- is a respectable young man, and one whose acquaintance will not be
- ineligible."
-
- "He is as good a sort of fellow, I believe, as ever lived," repeated Sir
- John. "I remember last Christmas, at a little hop at the Park, he danced
- from eight o'clock till four without once sitting down."
-
- "Did he, indeed?" cried Marianne, with sparkling eyes; "and with
- elegance, with spirit?"
-
- "Yes; and he was up again at eight to ride to covert."
-
- "That is what I like; that is what a young man ought to be. Whatever be
- his pursuits, his eagerness in them should know no moderation, and leave
- him no sense of fatigue."
-
- "Ay, ay, I see how it will be," said Sir John, "I see how it will be.
- You will be setting your cap at him now, and never think of poor
- Brandon."
-
- "That is an expression, Sir John," said Marianne, warmly, "which I
- particularly dislike. I abhor every common-place phrase by which wit is
- intended; and 'setting one's cap at a man,' or 'making a conquest,' are
- the most odious of all. Their tendency is gross and illiberal; and if
- their construction could ever be deemed clever, time has long ago
- destroyed all its ingenuity."
-
- Sir John did not much understand this reproof; but he laughed as
- heartily as if he did, and then replied,-
-
- "Ay, you will make conquests enough, I dare say, one way or other. Poor
- Brandon? he is quite smitten already; and he is very well worth setting
- your cap at, I can tell you, in spite of all this tumbling about and
- spraining of ankles."
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
- MARIANNE'S preserver, as Margaret, with more elegance than precision,
- styled Willoughby, called at the cottage early the next morning, to make
- his personal enquiries. He was received by Mrs. Dashwood with more than
- politeness; with a kindness which Sir John's account of him and her own
- gratitude prompted; and every thing that passed during the visit tended
- to assure him of the sense, elegance, mutual affection, and domestic
- comfort of the family, to whom accident had now introduced him. Of their
- personal charms he had not required a second interview to be convinced.
-
- Miss Dashwood had a delicate complexion, regular features, and a
- remarkably pretty figure. Marianne was still handsomer. Her form, though
- not so correct as her sister's, in having the advantage of height, was
- more striking; and her face was so lovely, that when, in the common cant
- of praise, she was called a beautiful girl, truth was less violently
- outraged than usually happens. Her skin was very brown, but, from its
- transparency, her complexion was uncommonly brilliant; her features were
- all good; her smile was sweet and attractive; and in her eyes, which
- were very dark, there was a life, a spirit, an eagerness, which could
- hardily be seen without delight. From Willoughby their expression was at
- first held back, by the embarrassment which the remembrance of his
- assistance created. But when this passed away, when her spirits became
- collected, when she saw that to the perfect good breeding of the
- gentleman, he united frankness and vivacity, and above all, when she
- heard him declare, that of music and dancing he was passionately fond,
- she gave him such a look of approbation, as secured the largest share of
- his discourse to herself for the rest of his stay.
-
- It was only necessary to mention any favourite amusement to engage her
- to talk. She could not be silent when such points were introduced, and
- she had neither shyness nor reserve in their discussion. They speedily
- discovered that their enjoyment of dancing and music was mutual, and
- that it arose from a general conformity of judgment in all that related
- to either. Encouraged by this to a further examination of his opinions,
- she proceeded to question him on the subject of books: her favourite
- authors were brought forward and dwelt upon with so rapturous a delight,
- that any young man of five-and-twenty must have been insensible indeed,
- not to become an immediate convert to the excellence of such works,
- however disregarded before. Their taste was strikingly alike. The same
- books, the same passages were idolised by each; or if any difference
- appeared, any objection arose, it lasted no longer than till the force
- of her arguments and the brightness of her eyes could be displayed. He
- acquiesced in all her decisions, caught all her enthusiasm; and long
- before his visit concluded, they conversed with the familiarity of a
- long established acquaintance.
-
- "Well, Marianne," said Elinor, as soon as he had left them, "for one
- morning I think you have done pretty well. You have already ascertained
- Mr. Willoughby's opinion in almost every matter of importance. You know
- what he thinks of Cowper and Scott; you are certain of his estimating
- their beauties as he ought, and you have received every assurance of his
- admiring Pope no more than is proper. But how is your acquaintance to be
- long supported, under such extraordinary despatch of every subject for
- discourse? You will soon have exhausted each favourite topic. Another
- meeting will suffice to explain his sentiments on picturesque beauty,
- and second marriages, and then you can have nothing farther to ask."
-
- "Elinor," cried Marianne, "is this fair? is this just? are my ideas so
- scanty? But I see what you mean. I have been too much at my ease, too
- happy, too frank. I have erred against every common-place notion of
- decorum; I have been open and sincere where I ought to have been
- reserved, spiritless, dull, and deceitful:- had I talked only of the
- weather and the roads, and had I spoken only once in ten minutes, this
- reproach would have been spared."
-
- "My love," said her mother, "you must not be offended with Elinor- she
- was only in jest. I should scold her myself, if she were capable of
- wishing to check the delight of your conversation with our new friend."
- Marianne was softened in a moment.
-
- Willoughby, on his side, gave every proof of his pleasure in their
- acquaintance, which an evident wish of improving it could offer. He came
- to them every day. To enquire after Marianne was at first his excuse;
- but the encouragement of his reception, to which every day gave greater
- kindness, made such an excuse unnecessary before it had ceased to be
- possible, by Marianne's perfect recovery. She was confined for some days
- to the house; but never had any confinement been less irksome.
- Willoughby was a young man of good abilities, quick imagination, lively
- spirits, and open, affectionate manners. He was exactly formed to engage
- Marianne's heart; for with all this, he joined not only a captivating
- person, but a natural ardour of mind which was now roused and increased
- by the example of her own, and which recommended him to her affection
- beyond everything else.
-
- His society became gradually her most exquisite enjoyment. They read,
- they talked, they sang together; his musical talents were considerable;
- and he read with all the sensibility and spirit which Edward had
- unfortunately wanted.
-
- In Mrs. Dashwood's estimation he was as faultless as in Marianne's; and
- Elinor saw nothing to censure in him but a propensity, in which he
- strongly resembled and peculiarly delighted her sister, of saying too
- much what he thought on every occasion, without attention to persons or
- circumstances. In hastily forming and giving his opinion of other
- people, in sacrificing general politeness to the enjoyment of undivided
- attention where his heart was engaged, and in slighting too easily the
- forms of worldly propriety, he displayed a want of caution which Elinor
- could not approve, in spite of all that he and Marianne could say in its
- support.
-
- Marianne began now to perceive that the desperation which bad seized her
- at sixteen and a half, of ever seeing a man who could satisfy her ideas
- of perfection, had been rash and unjustifiable. Willoughby was all that
- her fancy had delineated in that unhappy hour, and in every brighter
- period, as capable of attaching her; and his behaviour declared his
- wishes to be in that respect as earnest as his abilities were strong.
-
- Her mother, too, in whose mind not one speculative thought of their
- marriage had been raised, by his prospect of riches, was led before the
- end of a week to hope and expect it; and secretly to congratulate
- herself on having gained two such sons-in-law as Edward and Willoughby.
-
- Colonel Brandon's partiality for Marianne, which had so early been
- discovered by his friends, now first became perceptible to Elinor, when
- it ceased to be noticed by them. Their attention and wit were drawn off
- to his more fortunate rival; and the raillery which the other had
- incurred before any partiality arose was removed when his feelings began
- really to call for the ridicule so justly annexed to sensibility. Elinor
- was obliged, though unwillingly, to believe that the sentiments which
- Mrs. Jennings had assigned him for her own satisfaction were now
- actually excited by her sister; and that however a general resemblance
- of disposition between the parties might forward the affection of Mr.
- Willoughby, an equally striking opposition of character was no hindrance
- to the regard of Colonel Brandon. She saw it with concern; for what
- could a silent man of five-and-thirty hope, when opposed to a very
- lively one of five-and-twenty? and as she could not even wish him
- successful, she heartily wished him indifferent. She liked him- in spite
- of his gravity and reserve, she beheld in him an object of interest. His
- manners, though serious, were mild; and his reserve appeared rather the
- result of some oppression of spirits than of any natural gloominess of
- temper. Sir John had dropped hints of past injuries and disappointments,
- which justified her belief of his being an unfortunate man, and she
- regarded him with respect and compassion.
-
- Perhaps she pitied and esteemed him the more because he was slighted by
- Willoughby and Marianne, who, prejudiced against him for being neither
- lively nor young, seemed resolved to undervalue his merits.
-
- "Brandon is just the kind of man," said Willoughby one day, when they
- were talking of him together, "whom every body speaks well of and nobody
- cares about; whom all are delighted to see, and nobody remembers to talk
- to."
-
- "That is exactly what I think of him," cried Marianne.
-
- "Do not boast of it, however," said Elinor, "for it is injustice in both
- of you. He is highly esteemed by all the family at the Park, and I never
- see him myself without taking pains to converse with him."
-
- "That he is patronised by you," replied Willoughby, "is certainly in his
- favour; but as for the esteem of the others, it is a reproach in itself.
- Who would submit to the indignity of being approved by such a woman as
- Lady Middleton and Mrs. Jennings, that could command the indifference of
- any body else?"
-
- "But perhaps the abuse of such people as yourself and Marianne will make
- amends for the regard of Lady Middleton and her mother. If their praise
- is censure, your censure may be praise, for they are not more
- undiscerning, than you are prejudiced and unjust."
-
- "In defence of your protege you can even be saucy."
-
- "My protege, as you call him, is a sensible man; and sense will always
- have attractions for me. Yes, Marianne, even in a man between thirty and
- forty. He has seen a great deal of the world; has been abroad, has read,
- and has a thinking mind. I have found him capable of giving me much
- information on various subjects; and he has always answered my enquiries
- with readiness of good breeding and good nature."
-
- "That is to say," cried Marianne contemptuously, "he has told you, that
- in the East Indies the climate is hot, and the mosquitoes are
- troublesome."
-
- "He would have told me so, I doubt not, had I made any such enquiries,
- but they happened to be points on which I had been previously informed."
-
- "Perhaps," said Willoughby, "his observations may have extended to the
- existence of nabobs, gold mohrs, and palanquins."
-
- "I may venture to say that his observations have stretched much further
- than your candour. But why should you dislike him?"
-
- "I do not dislike him. I consider him, on the contrary as a very
- respectable man, who has every body's good word, and nobody's notice;
- who, has more money than he can spend, more time than he knows how to
- employ, and two new coats every year."
-
- "Add to which," cried Marianne, "that he has neither genius, taste, nor
- spirit. That his understanding has no brilliancy, his feelings ardour,
- and his voice no expression."
-
- "You decide on his imperfections so much in the mass," replied Elinor,
- "and so much on the strength of your own imagination, that the
- commendation I am able to give of him is comparatively cold and insipid.
- I can only pronounce him to be a sensible man, well-bred, well-informed,
- of gentle address, and, I believe, possessing an amiable heart."
-
- "Miss Dashwood," cried Willoughby, "you are now using me unkindly. You
- are endeavouring to disarm me by reason, and to convince me against my
- will. But it will not do. You shall find me as stubborn as you can be
- artful. I have three unanswerable reasons for disliking Colonel Brandon;
- he threatened me with rain when I wanted it to be fine; he has found
- fault with the hanging of my curricle, and I cannot persuade him to buy
- my brown mare. If it will be any satisfaction to you, however, to be
- told, that I believe his character to be in other respects
- irreproachable, I am ready to confess it. And in return for an
- acknowledgment, which must give me some pain, you cannot deny me the
- privilege of disliking him as much as ever."
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
- LITTLE had Mrs. Dashwood or her daughters imagined, when they first came
- into Devonshire, that so many engagements would arise to occupy their
- time as shortly presented themselves, or that they should have such
- frequent invitations and such constant visitors as to leave them little
- leisure for serious employment. Yet such was the case. When Marianne was
- recovered, the schemes of amusement at home and abroad, which Sir John
- had been previously forming, were put into execution. The private balls
- at the Park then began and parties on the water were made and
- accomplished as often as a showery October would allow. In every meeting
- of the kind Willoughby was included; and the ease and familiarity which
- naturally attended these parties were exactly calculated to give
- increasing intimacy to his acquaintance with the Dashwoods, to afford
- him opportunity of witnessing the excellencies of Marianne, of marking
- his animated admiration of her, and of receiving, in her behaviour to
- himself, the most pointed assurance of her affection.
-
- Elinor could not be surprised at their attachment. She only wished that
- it were less openly shown; and once or twice did venture to suggest the
- propriety of some self-command to Marianne. But Marianne abhorred all
- concealment where no real disgrace could attend unreserve; and to aim at
- the restraint of sentiments which were not in themselves illaudable,
- appeared to her not merely an unnecessary effort, but a disgraceful
- subjection of reason to common-place and mistaken notions. Willoughby
- thought the same; and their behaviour at all times, was an illustration
- of their opinions.
-
- When he was present she had no eyes for any one else. Every thing he did
- was right. Every thing he said was clever. If their evenings at the Park
- were concluded with cards, he cheated himself and all the rest of the
- party to get her a good hand. If dancing formed the amusement of the
- night, they were partners for half the time; and when obliged to
- separate for a couple of dances, were careful to stand together, and
- scarcely spoke a word to any body else. Such conduct made them, of
- course, most exceedingly laughed at; but ridicule could not shame, and
- seemed hardly to provoke them.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood entered into all their feelings with a warmth which left
- her no inclination for checking this excessive display of them. To her
- it was but the natural consequence of a strong affection in a young and
- ardent mind.
-
- This was the season of happiness to Marianne. Her heart was devoted to
- Willoughby; and the fond attachment to Norland, which she brought with
- her from Sussex, was more likely to be softened than she had thought it
- possible before by the charms which his society bestowed on her present
- home.
-
- Elinor's happiness was not so great. Her heart was not so much at ease,
- nor her satisfaction in their amusements so pure. They afforded her no
- companion that could make amends for what she had left behind, nor that
- could teach her to think of Norland with less regret than ever. Neither
- Lady Middleton nor Mrs. Jennings could supply to her the conversation
- she missed; although the latter was an everlasting talker, and from the
- first had regarded her with a kindness which ensured her a large share
- of her discourse. She had already repeated her own history to Elinor
- three or four times! and had Elinor's memory been equal to her means of
- improvement, she might have known, very early in her acquaintance, all
- the particulars of Mr. Jenning's last illness, and what he said to his
- wife a few minutes before he died. Lady Middleton was more agreeable
- than her mother only in being more silent. Elinor needed little
- observation to perceive that her reserve was a mere calmness of manner,
- with which sense had nothing to do. Towards her husband and mother she
- was the same as to them; and intimacy was, therefore, neither to be
- looked for nor desired. She had nothing to say one day that she had not
- said the day before. Her insipidity was invariable, for even her spirits
- were always the same; and though she did not oppose the parties arranged
- by her husband, provided everything were conducted in style, and her two
- eldest children attended her, she never appeared to receive more
- enjoyment from them than she might have experienced in sitting at home;
- and so little did her presence add to the pleasure of the others, by any
- share in their conversation, that they were sometimes only reminded of
- her being amongst them by her solicitude about her troublesome boys.
-
- In Colonel Brandon alone, of all her new acquaintance, did Elinor find a
- person who could, in any degree, claim the respect of abilities, excite
- the interest of friendship, or give pleasure as a companion. Willoughby
- was out of the question. Her admiration and regard, even her sisterly
- regard, was all his own; but he was a lover; his attentions were wholly
- Marianne's, and a far less agreeable man might have been more generally
- pleasing. Colonel Brandon, unfortunately for himself, had no such
- encouragement to think only of Marianne, and in conversing with Elinor
- he found consolation for the indifference of her sister.
-
- Elinor's compassion for him increased, as she had reason to suspect that
- the misery of disappointed love had already been known to him. This
- suspicion was given by some words which accidently dropped from him one
- evening at the Park, when they were sitting down together by mutual
- consent, while the others were dancing. His eyes were fixed on Marianne,
- and, after a silence of some minutes, he said, with a faint smile, "Your
- sister, I understand, does not approve of second attachments."
-
- "No," replied Elinor, "her opinions are all romantic."
-
- "Or rather, as I believe, she considers them impossible to exist."
-
- "I believe she does. But how she contrives it without reflecting on the
- character of her own father, who had himself two wives, I know not. A
- few years, however, will settle her opinions on the reasonable basis of
- common sense and observation; and then they may be more easy to define
- and to justify than they now are, by any body but herself."
-
- "This will probably be the case," he replied; "and yet there is
- something so amiable in the prejudices of a young mind, that one is
- sorry to see them give way to the reception of more general opinions."
-
- "I cannot agree with you there," said Elinor. "There are inconveniences
- attending such feelings, as Marianne's, which all the charms of
- enthusiasm and ignorance of the world cannot atone for. Her systems have
- all the unfortunate tendency of setting propriety at nought; and a
- better acquaintance with the world is what I look forward to as her
- greatest possible advantage."
-
- After a short pause he resumed the conversation by saying,-
-
- "Does your sister make no distinction in her objections against a second
- attachment? or is it equally criminal in every body? Are those who have
- been disappointed in their first choice, whether from the inconstancy of
- its object, or the perverseness of circumstances, to be equally
- indifferent during the rest of their lives?"
-
- "Upon my word, I am not acquainted with the minutiae of her principles.
- I only know that I never yet heard her admit any instance of a second
- attachment's being pardonable."
-
- "This," said he, "cannot hold; but a change, a total change of
- sentiments- No, no, do not desire it; for when the romantic refinements
- of a young mind are obliged to give way, how frequently are they
- succeeded by such opinions as are but too common and too dangerous! I
- speak from experience. I once knew a lady who in temper and mind greatly
- resembled your sister, who thought and judged like her, but who from an
- enforced change- from a series of unfortunate circumstances-" Here he
- stopt suddenly; appeared to think that he had said too much, and by his
- countenance gave rise to conjectures which might not otherwise have
- entered Elinor's head. The lady would probably have passed without
- suspicion had he not convinced Miss Dashwood that what concerned her
- ought not to escape his lips. As it was, it required but a slight effort
- of fancy to connect his emotion with the tender recollection of past
- regard. Elinor attempted no more. But Marianne, in her place, would not
- have done so little. The whole story would have been speedily formed
- under her active imagination; and every thing established in the most
- melancholy order of disastrous love.
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
- AS Elinor and Marianne were walking together the next morning the latter
- communicated a piece of news to her sister, which, in spite of all that
- she knew before of Marianne's imprudence and want of thought, surprised
- her by its extravagant testimony of both. Marianne told her, with the
- greatest delight, that Willoughby had given her a horse, one that he had
- bred himself on his estate in Somersetshire, and which was exactly
- calculated to carry a woman. Without considering that it was not in her
- mother's plan to keep any horse, that if she were to alter her
- resolution in favour of this gift, she must buy another for the servant,
- and keep a servant to ride it, and after all, build a stable to receive
- them, she had accepted the present without hesitation, and told her
- sister of it in raptures.
-
- "He intends to send his groom into Somersetshire immediately for it,"
- she added, "and when it arrives we will ride every day. You shall share
- its use with me. Imagine to yourself, my dear Elinor, the delight of a
- gallop on some of these downs."
-
- Most unwilling was she to awaken from such a dream of felicity to
- comprehend all the unhappy truths which attended the affair; and for
- some time she refused to submit to them. As to an additional servant,
- the expense would be a trifle; mamma she was sure would never object to
- it; and any horse would do for him; he might always get one at the Park;
- as to a stable, the merest shed would be sufficient. Elinor then
- ventured to doubt the propriety of her receiving such a present from a
- man so little, or at least so lately, known to her. This was too much.
-
- "You are mistaken, Elinor," said she, warmly, "in supposing I know very
- little of Willoughby. I have not known him long indeed; but I am much
- better acquainted with him than I am with any other creature in the
- world, except yourself and mamma. It is not time or opportunity that is
- to determine intimacy; it is disposition alone. Seven years would be
- insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven
- days are more than enough for others. I should hold myself guilty of
- greater impropriety in accepting a horse from my brother than from
- Willoughby. Of John I know very little, though we have lived together
- for years; but of Willoughby my judgment has long been formed."
-
- Elinor thought it wisest to touch that point no more. She knew her
- sister's temper. Opposition on so tender a subject would only attach her
- the more to her own opinion. But by an appeal to her affection for her
- mother, by representing the inconveniences which that indulgent mother
- must draw on herself, if (as would probably be the case) she consented
- to this increase of establishment, Marianne was shortly subdued; and she
- promised not to tempt her mother to such imprudent kindness by
- mentioning the offer, and to tell Willoughby, when she saw him next,
- that it must be declined.
-
- She was faithful to her word; and when Willoughby called at the cottage,
- the same day, Elinor heard her express her disappointment to him in a
- low voice on being obliged to forego the acceptance of his present. The
- reasons for this alteration were at the same time related, and they were
- such as to make further entreaty on his side impossible. His concern,
- however, was very apparent; and after expressing it with earnestness, he
- added, in the same low voice, "But, Marianne, the horse is still yours,
- though you cannot use it now. I shall keep it only till you can claim
- it. When you leave Barton to form your own establishment in a more
- lasting home, Queen Mab shall receive you."
-
- This was all overheard by Miss Dashwood; and in the whole of the
- sentence, in his manner of pronouncing it, and in his addressing her
- sister by her Christian name alone, she instantly saw an intimacy so
- decided, a meaning so direct, as marked a perfect agreement between
- them. From that moment she doubted not of their being engaged to each
- other; and the belief of it created no other surprise than that she, or
- any of their friends, should be left by tempers so frank, to discover it
- by accident.
-
- Margaret related something to her the next day, which placed this matter
- in a still clearer light. Willoughby had spent the preceding evening
- with them; and Margaret, by being left some time in the parlour with
- only him and Marianne, had had opportunity for observations, which, with
- a most important face, she communicated to her eldest sister, when they
- were next by themselves.
-
- "Oh, Elinor!" she cried, "I have such a secret to tell you about
- Marianne. I am sure she will be married to Mr. Willoughby very soon."
-
- "You have said so," replied Elinor, "almost every day since they first
- met on Highchurch Down; and they had not known each other a week, I
- believe, before you were certain that Marianne wore his picture round
- her neck; but it turned out to be only the miniature of our great
- uncle."
-
- "But indeed this is quite another thing. I am sure they will be married
- very soon, for he has got a lock of her hair."
-
- "Take care, Margaret. It may be only the hair of some great uncle of
- his."
-
- "But, indeed, Elinor, it is Marianne's. I am almost sure it is, for I
- saw him cut it off. Last night, after tea, when you and mamma went out
- of the room, they were whispering and talking together as fast as could
- be, and he seemed to be begging something of her, and presently he took
- up her scissors and cut off a long lock of her hair, for it was all
- tumbled down her back; and he kissed it, and folded it up in a piece of
- white paper; and put it into his pocket-book."
-
- For such particulars, stated on such authority, Elinor could not
- withhold her credit; nor was she disposed to it, for the circumstance
- was in perfect unison with what she had heard and seen herself.
-
- Margaret's sagacity was not always displayed in a way so satisfactory to
- her sister. When Mrs. Jennings attacked her one evening at the Park, to
- give the name of the young man who was Elinor's particular favourite,
- which had been long a matter of great curiosity to her, Margaret
- answered by looking at her sister, and saying, "I must not tell, may I,
- Elinor?"
-
- This of course made everybody laugh; and Elinor tried to laugh too. But
- the effort was painful. She was convinced that Margaret had fixed on a
- person whose name she could not bear with composure to become a standing
- joke with Mrs. Jennings.
-
- Marianne felt for her most sincerely; but she did more harm than good to
- the cause, by turning very red and saying in an angry manner to
- Margaret-
-
- "Remember that whatever your conjectures may be, you have no right to
- repeat them."
-
- "I never had any conjectures about it," replied Margaret; "it was you
- who told me of it yourself."
-
- This increased the mirth of the company, and Margaret was eagerly
- pressed to say something more.
-
- "Oh, pray, Miss Margaret, let us know all about it," said Mrs. Jennings.
- "What is the gentleman's name?"
-
- "I must not tell ma'am. But I know very well what it is; and I know
- where he is too."
-
- "Yes, yes, we can guess where he is; at his own house at Norland to be
- sure. He is the curate of the parish, I dare say."
-
- "No, that he is not. He is of no profession at all."
-
- "Margaret," said Marianne, with great warmth, "you know that all this is
- an invention of your own, and that there is no such person in
- existence."
-
- "Well, then, he is lately dead, Marianne, for I am sure there was such a
- man once, and his name begins with an F."
-
- Most grateful did Elinor feel to Lady Middleton for observing, at this
- moment, "that it rained very hard," though she believed the interruption
- to proceed less from any attention to her, than from her ladyship's
- great dislike of all such inelegant subjects of raillery as delighted
- her husband and mother. The idea, however, started by her, was
- immediately pursued by Colonel Brandon, who was on every occasion
- mindful of the feelings of others; and much was said on the subject of
- rain by both of them. Willoughby opened the piano-forte, and asked
- Marianne to sit down to it; and thus amidst the various endeavours of
- different people to quit the topic it fell to the ground. But not so
- easily did Elinor recover from the alarm into which it had thrown her.
-
- A party was formed this evening for going on the following day to see a
- very fine place about twelve miles from Barton, belonging to a
- brother-in-law of Colonel Brandon, without whose interest it could not
- be seen, as the proprietor, who was then abroad, had left strict orders
- on that head. The grounds were declared to be highly beautiful; and Sir
- John, who was particularly warm in their praise, might be allowed to be
- a tolerable judge, for he had formed parties to visit them, at least,
- twice every summer for the last ten years. They contained a noble piece
- of water,- a sail on which was to a form a great part of the morning's
- amusement: cold provisions were to be taken, open carriages only to be
- employed, and everything conducted in the usual style of a complete
- party of pleasure.
-
- To some few of the company it appeared rather a bold undertaking,
- considering the time of year, and that it had rained every day for the
- last fortnight; and Mrs. Dashwood, who had already a cold, was persuaded
- by Elinor to stay at home.
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
- THEIR intended excursion to Whitwell turned out very differently from
- what Elinor had expected. She was prepared to be wet through, fatigued,
- and frightened; but the event was still more unfortunate, for they did
- not go at all.
-
- By ten o'clock the whole party was assembled at the Park, where they
- were to breakfast. The morning was rather favourable, though it had
- rained all night, as the clouds were then dispersing across the sky, and
- the sun frequently appeared. They were all in high spirits and good
- humour, eager to be happy, and determined to submit to the greatest
- inconveniences and hardships rather than be otherwise.
-
- While they were at breakfast the letters were brought in. Among the rest
- there was one for Colonel Brandon: it, looked at the direction, changed
- colour, and immediately left the room.
-
- "What is the matter with Brandon?" said Sir John.
-
- Nobody could tell.
-
- "I hope he has had no bad news," said Lady Middleton. "It must be
- something extraordinary that could make Colonel Brandon leave my
- breakfast table so suddenly."
-
- In about five minutes he returned.
-
- "No bad news, Colonel, I hope?" said Mrs. Jennings, as soon as he
- entered the room.
-
- "None at all, ma'am, I thank you."
-
- "Was it from Avignon? I hope it is not to say that your sister is
- worse?"
-
- "No, ma'am. It came 'from town, and is merely a letter of business."
-
- "But how came the hand to discompose you so much, if it was only a
- letter of business? Come, come, this won't do, Colonel; so let us hear
- the truth of it."
-
- "My dear madam," said Lady Middleton, "recollect what you are saying."
-
- "Perhaps it is to tell you that your cousin Fanny is married?" said Mrs.
- Jennings, without attending to her daughter's reproof.
-
- "No, indeed, it is not."
-
- "Well, then, I know who it is from, Colonel. And I hope she is well."
-
- "Whom do you mean, ma'am?" said he, colouring a little.
-
- "Oh! you know who I mean."
-
- "I am particularly sorry, ma'am," said he, addressing Lady Middleton,
- "that I should receive this letter to-day, for it is on business which
- requires my immediate attendance in town."
-
- "In town!" cried Mrs. Jennings. "What can you have to do in town at this
- time of year?"
-
- "My own loss is great," be continued, "in being obliged to leave so
- agreeable a party; but I am the more concerned, as I fear my presence is
- necessary to gain your admittance at Whitwell."
-
- What a blow upon them all was this!
-
- "But if you write a note to the housekeeper, Mr. Brandon," said
- Marianne, eagerly, "will it not be sufficient?"
-
- He shook his head.
-
- "We must go," said Sir John. "It shall not be put off when we are so
- near it. You cannot go to town till to-morrow, Brandon, that is all."
-
- "I wish it could be so easily settled. But it is not in my power to
- delay my journey for one day!"
-
- "If you would but let us know what your business is," said Mrs.
- Jennings, "we might see whether it could be put off or not."
-
- "You would not be six hours later," said Willoughby, "if you were to
- defer your journey till our return."
-
- "I cannot afford to lose one hour."
-
- Elinor then heard Willoughby say, in a low voice to Marianne, "there are
- some people who cannot bear a party of pleasure. Brandon is one of them.
- He was afraid of catching cold, I dare say, and invented this trick for
- getting out of it. I would lay fifty guineas the letter was of his own
- writing."
-
- "I have no doubt of it," replied Marianne.
-
- "There is no persuading you to change your mind, Brandon, know of old,"
- said Sir John, "when once you are determined on anything. But, however,
- I hope you will think better of it. Consider: here are the two Miss
- Careys come over from Newton, the three Misses Dashwood walked up from
- the cottage, and Mr. Willoughby got up two hours before his usual time,
- on purpose to go to Whitwell."
-
- Colonel Brandon again repeated his sorrow at being the cause of
- disappointing the party; but at the same time declared it to be
- unavoidable.
-
- "Well, then, when will you come back again?"
-
- "I hope we shall see you at Barton," added her ladyship, "as soon as you
- can conveniently leave town; and we must put off the party to Whitwell
- till you return."
-
- "You are very obliging. But it is so uncertain when I may have it in my
- power to return that I dare not engage for it at all."
-
- "Oh! he must and shall come back," cried Sir John. "If he is not here by
- the end of the week, I shall go after him."
-
- "Ay, so do, Sir John," cried Mrs. Jennings, "and then perhaps you may
- find out what his business is."
-
- "I do not want to pry into other men's concerns. I suppose it is
- something he is ashamed of."
-
- Colonel Brandon's horses were announced.
-
- "You do not go to town on horseback, do you?" added Sir John.
-
- "No. Only to Honiton. I shall then go post."
-
- "Well, as you are resolved to go, I wish you a good journey. But you had
- better change your mind."
-
- "I assure you it is not in my power."
-
- He then took leave of the whole party.
-
- "Is there no chance of my seeing you and your sisters in town this
- winter, Miss Dashwood?"
-
- "I am afraid, none at all."
-
- "Then I must bid you farewell for a longer time than I should wish to
- do."
-
- To Marianne, he merely bowed and said nothing.
-
- "Come Colonel," said Mrs. Jennings, "before you go, do let us know what
- you are going about."
-
- He wished her a good morning, and, attended by Sir John, left the room.
-
- The complaints and lamentations which politeness had hitherto restrained
- now burst forth universally; and they all agreed again and again how
- provoking it was to be so disappointed.
-
- "I can guess what his business is, however," said Mrs. Jennings
- exultingly.
-
- "Can you, ma'am?" said almost every body.
-
- "Yes: it is about Miss Williams, I am sure."
-
- "And who is Miss Williams?" asked Marianne.
-
- "What! do not you know who Miss Williams is? I am sure you must have
- heard of her before. She is a relation of the Colonel's, my dear; a very
- near relation. We will not say how near, for fear of shocking the young
- ladies." Then, lowering her voice a little, she said to Elinor, "She is
- his natural daughter."
-
- "Indeed!"
-
- "Oh, yes; and as like him as she can stare. I dare say the Colonel will
- leave her all his fortune."
-
- When Sir John returned, he joined most heartily in the general regret on
- so unfortunate an event; concluding, however, by observing, that as they
- were all got together, they must do something by way of being happy; and
- after some consultation it was agreed, that although happiness could
- only be enjoyed at Whitwell, they might procure a tolerable composure of
- mind by driving about the country. The carriages were then ordered;
- Willoughby's was first, and Marianne never looked happier than when she
- got into it. He drove through the park very fast, and they were soon out
- of sight; and nothing more of them was seen till their return, which did
- not happen till after the return of all the rest. They both seemed
- delighted with their drive; but said only in general terms that they had
- kept in the lanes, while the others went on the downs.
-
- It was settled that there should be a dance in the evening, and that
- every body should be extremely merry all day long. Some more of the
- Careys came to dinner; and they had the pleasure of sitting down nearly
- twenty to table, which Sir John observed with great contentment.
- Willoughby took his usual place between the two elder Misses Dashwood.
- Mrs. Jennings sat on Elinor's right-hand; and they had not been long
- seated, before she lent behind her and Willoughby, and said to Marianne,
- loud enough for them both to hear, "I have found you out in spite of all
- your tricks. I know where you spent the morning."
-
- Marianne coloured, and replied very hastily, "Where, pray."
-
- "Did not you know," said Willoughby, "that we had been out in my
- curricle?"
-
- "Yes, yes, Mr. Impudence, I know that very well, and I was determined to
- find out where you had been to. I hope you like your house, Miss
- Marianne. It is a very large one, I know; and when I come to see you, I
- hope you will have new-furnished it, for it wanted it very much when I
- was there six years ago."
-
- Marianne turned away in great confusion. Mrs. Jennings laughed heartily;
- and Elinor found that in her resolution to know where they had been, she
- had actually made her own woman enquire of Mr. Willoughby's groom; and
- that she had by that method been informed that they had gone to
- Allenham, and spent a considerable time there in walking about the
- garden, and going all over the house.
-
- Elinor could hardly believe this to be true; as it seemed very unlikely
- that Willoughby should propose, or Marianne consent, to enter the house
- while Mrs. Smith was in it, with whom Marianne had not the smallest
- acquaintance.
-
- As soon as they left the dining-room, Elinor enquired of her about it;
- and great was her surprise when she found that every circumstance
- related by Mrs. Jennings was perfectly true. Marianne was quite angry
- with her for doubting it.
-
- "Why should you imagine, Elinor, that we did not go there, or that we
- did not see the house? Is not it what you have often wished to do
- yourself?"
-
- "Yes, Marianne, but I would not go while Mrs. Smith was there, and with
- no other companion than Mr. Willoughby."
-
- "Mr. Willoughby, however, is the only person who can have a right to
- show that house; and as he went in an open carriage, it was impossible
- to have any other companion. I never spent a pleasanter morning in my
- life."
-
- "I am afraid," replied Elinor, "that the pleasantness of an employment
- does not always evince its propriety."
-
- "On the contrary, nothing can be a stronger proof of it, Elinor; for if
- there had been any real impropriety in what I did, I should have been
- sensible of it at the time, for we always know when we are acting wrong,
- and with such a conviction I could have had no pleasure."
-
- "But, my dear Marianne, as it has already exposed you to some very
- impertinent remarks, do you not now begin to doubt the discretion of
- your own conduct?"
-
- "If the impertinent remarks of Mrs. Jennings are to be the proof of
- impropriety in conduct, we are all offending every moment of our lives.
- I value not her censure any more than I should do her commendation. I am
- not sensible of having done anything wrong in walking over Mrs. Smith's
- grounds, or in seeing her house. They will one day be Mr. Willoughby's,
- and-"
-
- "If they were one day to be your own, Marianne, you would not be
- justified in what you have done."
-
- She blushed at this hint; but it was even visibly gratifying to her; and
- after a ten minutes' interval of earnest thought, she came to her sister
- again, and said with great good humour, "Perhaps, Elinor, it was rather
- ill-judged in me to go to Allenham; but Mr. Willoughby wanted
- particularly to show me the place; and it is a charming house, I assure
- you. There is one remarkably pretty sitting room up stairs; of a nice
- comfortable size for constant use, and with modern furniture it would be
- delightful. It is a corner room, and has windows on two sides. On one
- side you look across the bowling-green, behind the house, to a beautiful
- hanging wood, and on the other you have a view of the church and
- village, and, beyond them, of those fine bold hills that we have so
- often admired. I did not see it to advantage, for nothing could be more
- forlorn than the furniture; but if it were newly fitted up- a couple of
- hundred pounds, Willoughby says, would make it one of the pleasantest
- summer-rooms in England."
-
- Could Elinor have listened to her without interruption from the others,
- she would have described every room in the house with equal delight.
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
- THE sudden termination of Colonel Brandon's visit at the Park, with his
- steadiness in concealing its cause, filled the mind, and raised the
- wonder, of Mrs. Jennings for two or three days: she was a great
- wonderer, as every one must be who takes a very lively interest in all
- the comings and goings of all their acquaintance. She wondered, with
- little intermission, what could be the reason of it; was sure there must
- be some bad news, and thought over every kind of distress that could
- have befallen him, with a fixed determination that he should not escape
- them all.
-
- "Something very melancholy must be the matter, I am sure," said she. "I
- could see it in his face. Poor man! I am afraid his circumstances may be
- bad. The estate at Delaford was never reckoned more than two thousand a
- year, and his brother left everything sadly involved. I do think he must
- have been sent for about money matters, for what else can it be? I
- wonder whether it is so. I would give anything to know the truth of it.
- Perhaps it is about Miss Williams- and, by the by, I dare say it is,
- because he looked so conscious when I mentioned her. May be she is ill
- in town; nothing in the world more likely, for I have a notion she is
- always rather sickly. I would lay any wager it is about Miss Williams.
- It is not so very likely he should be distressed in his circumstances
- now, for he is a very prudent man, and to be sure must have cleared the
- estate by this time. I wonder what it can be! May be his sister is worse
- at Avignon, and has sent for him over. His setting off in such a hurry
- seems very like it. Well, I wish him out of all his trouble, with all my
- heart, and a good wife into the bargain."
-
- So wondered, so talked Mrs. Jennings. Her opinion varying with every
- fresh conjecture, and all seeming equally probable as they arose.
- Elinor, though she felt really interested in the welfare of Colonel
- Brandon, could not bestow all the wonder on his going so suddenly away,
- which Mrs. Jennings was desirous of her feeling; for besides that the
- circumstance did not, in her opinion, justify such lasting amazement or
- variety of speculation, her wonder was otherwise disposed of. It was
- engossed by the extraordinary silence of her sister and Willoughby on
- the subject, which they must know to be peculiarly interesting to them
- all. As this silence continued, every day made it appear more strange
- and more incompatible with the disposition of both. Why they should not
- openly acknowledge to her mother and herself, what their constant
- behaviour to each other declared to have taken place, Elinor could not
- imagine.
-
- She could easily conceive that marriage might not be immediately in
- their power; for though Willoughby was independent, there was no reason
- to believe him rich. His estate had been rated by Sir John at about six
- or seven hundred a year; but he lived at an expense to which that income
- could hardly be equal, and he had himself often complained of his
- poverty. But for this strange kind of secrecy, maintained by them
- relative to their engagement, which, in fact, concealed nothing at all,
- she could not account; and it was so wholly contradictory to their
- general opinions and practice, that a doubt sometimes entered her mind
- of their being really engaged, and this doubt was enough to prevent her
- making any enquiry of Marianne.
-
- Nothing could be more expressive of attachment to them all than
- Willoughby's behaviour. To Marianne it had all the distinguishing
- tenderness which a lover's heart could give, and to the rest of the
- family it was the affectionate attention of a son and a brother. The
- cottage seemed to be considered and loved by him as his home; many more
- of his hours were spent there than at Allenham; and if no general
- engagement collected them at the Park, the exercise which called him out
- in the morning was almost certain of ending there, where the rest of the
- day was spent by himself at the side of Marianne, and by his favourite
- pointer at her feet.
-
- One evening in particular, about a week after Colonel Brandon left the
- country, his heart seemed more than usually open to every feeling of
- attachment to the objects around him; and on Mrs. Dashwood's happening
- to mention her design of improving the cottage in the spring, he warmly
- opposed every alteration of a place which affection had established as
- perfect with him.
-
- "What!" he exclaimed- "improve this dear cottage! No. That I will never
- consent to. Not a stone must be added to its walls, not an inch to its
- size, if my feelings are regarded."
-
- "Do not be alarmed," said Miss Dashwood, "nothing of the kind will be
- done; for my mother will never have money enough to attempt it."
-
- "I am heartily glad of it", he cried. "May she always be poor, if she
- can employ her riches no better."
-
- "Thank you, Willoughby. But you may be assured that I would not
- sacrifice one sentiment of local attachment of yours, or of any one whom
- I love, for all the improvements in the world. Depend upon it that
- whatever unemployed sum may remain, when I make up my accounts in the
- spring, I would even rather lay it uselessly by than dispose of it in a
- manner so painful to you. But are you really so attached to this place
- as to see no defect in it?"
-
- "I am," said he. "To me it is faultless. Nay, more, I consider it as the
- only form of building in which happiness is attainable, and were I rich
- enough I would instantly pull Combe down, and build it up again in the
- exact plan of this cottage."
-
- "With dark narrow stairs and a kitchen that smokes, I suppose," said
- Elinor.
-
- "Yes," cried he in the same eager tone, "with all and every thing
- belonging to it;- in no one convenience or in-convenience about it,
- should the least variation be perceptible. Then, and then only, under
- such a roof I might perhaps be as happy at Combe as I have been at
- Barton."
-
- "I flatter myself," replied Elinor, "that, even under the disadvantage
- of better rooms and a broader staircase, you will hereafter find your
- own house as faultless as you now do this."
-
- "There certainly are circumstances," said Willoughby, "which might
- greatly endear it to me; but this place will always have one claim of my
- affection, which no other can possibly share."
-
- Mrs. Dashwood looked with pleasure at Marianne, whose fine eyes were
- fixed so expressively on Willoughby, as plainly denoted how well she
- understood him.
-
- "How often did I wish," added he, "when I was at Allenham this time
- twelvemonth, that Barton cottage were inhabited! I never passed within
- view of it without admiring its situation, and grieving that no one
- should live in it. How little did I then think that the very first news
- I should bear from Mrs. Smith, when I next came into the country, would
- be that Barton cottage was taken; and I felt an immediate satisfaction
- and interest in the event, which nothing but a kind of prescience of
- what happiness I should experience from it can account for. Must it not
- have been so, Marianne?" speaking to her in a lowered voice. Then
- continuing his former tone, he said, "And yet this house you would
- spoil, Mrs. Dashwood? You would rob it of its simplicity by imaginary
- improvement! and this dear parlour in which our acquaintance first
- began, and in which so many happy hours have been since spent by us
- together, you would degrade to the condition of a common entrance, and
- every body would be eager to pass through the room which has hitherto
- contained within itself more real accommodation and comfort than any
- other apartment of the handsomest dimensions in the world could possibly
- afford."
-
- Mrs. Dashwood again assured him that no alteration of the kind should be
- attempted.
-
- "You are a good woman," he warmly replied. "Your promise makes me easy.
- Extend it a little farther, and it will make me happy. Tell me that not
- only your house will remain the same, but that I shall ever find you and
- yours as unchanged as your dwelling; and that you will always consider
- me with the kindness which has made everything belonging to you so dear
- to me."
-
- The promise was readily given, and Willoughby's behaviour during the
- whole of the evening declared at once his affection and happiness.
-
- "Shall we see you to-morrow to dinner?" said Mrs. Dashwood, when he was
- leaving them. "I do not ask you to come in the morning, for we must walk
- to the Park, to call on Lady Middleton."
-
- He engaged to be with them by four o'clock.
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
- MRS. DASHWOOD'S visit to Middleton took place the next day, and two of
- her daughters went with her; but Marianne excused herself from being of
- the party, under some trifling pretext of employment; and her mother,
- who concluded that a promise had been made by Willoughby the night
- before of calling on her while they were absent, was perfectly satisfied
- with her remaining at home.
-
- On their return from the Park they found Willoughby's curricle and
- servant in waiting at the cottage, and Mrs. Dashwood was convinced that
- her conjecture had been just. So far it was all as she had foreseen; but
- on entering the house she beheld what no foresight had taught her to
- expect. They were no sooner in the passage than Marianne came hastily
- out of the parlour apparently in violent affliction, with her
- handkerchief at her eyes, and without noticing them ran up stairs.
- Surprised and alarmed, they proceeded directly into the room she had
- just quitted, where they found only Willoughby, who was leaning against
- the mantel-piece with his back towards them. He turned round on their
- coming in, and his countenance showed that he strongly partook of the
- emotion which overpowered Marianne.
-
- "Is anything the matter with her?" cried Mrs. Dashwood, as she entered:-
- "is she ill?"
-
- "I hope not," he replied, trying to look cheerful; and with a forced
- smile presently added, "It is I who may rather expect to be ill- for I
- am now suffering under a very heavy disappointment!"
-
- "Yes, for I am unable to keep my engagement with you. Mrs. Smith has
- this morning exercised the privilege of riches upon a poor, dependent
- cousin, by sending me on business to London. I have just received my
- despatches, and taken my farewell of Allenham; and by way of
- exhilaration I am now come to take my farewell of you."
-
- "To London!- and are you going this morning?"
-
- "Almost this moment."
-
- "This is very unfortunate. But Mrs. Smith must be obliged; and her
- business will not detain you from us long, I hope."
-
- He coloured as he replied, "You are very kind; but I have no idea of
- returning into Devonshire immediately. My visits to Mrs. Smith are never
- repeated within the twelvemonth."
-
- "And is Mrs. Smith your only friend? Is Allenham the only house in the
- neighbourhood to which you will be welcome? For shame, Willoughby, can
- you wait for an invitation here?"
-
- His colour increased; and, with his eyes fixed on the ground, he only
- replied, "You are too good."
-
- Mrs. Dashwood looked at Elinor with surprise. Elinor felt equal
- amazement. For a few moments every one was silent. Mrs. Dashwood first
- spoke.
-
- "I have only to add, my dear Willoughby, that at Barton cottage you will
- always be welcome; for I will not press you to return here immediately,
- because you only can judge how far that might be pleasing to Mrs. Smith;
- and on this head I shall be no more disposed to question your judgment
- than to doubt your inclination."
-
- "My engagements at present," replied Willoughby, confusedly, "are of
- such a nature- that- I dare not flatter myself-"
-
- He stopt. Mrs. Dashwood was too much astonished to speak, and another
- pause succeeded. This was broken by Willoughby, who said, with a faint
- smile, "It is folly to linger in this manner. I will not torment myself
- any longer by remaining among friends whose society it is impossible for
- me now to enjoy."
-
- He then hastily took leave of them all, and left the room. They saw him
- step into his carriage, and in a minute it was out of sight.
-
- Mrs. Dashwood felt too much for speech, and instantly quitted the
- parlour to give way in solitude to the concern and alarm which this
- sudden departure occasioned.
-
- Elinor's uneasiness was at least equal to her mother's. She thought of
- what had just passed with anxiety and distrust. Willoughby's behaviour
- in taking leave of them, his embarrassment, and affection of
- cheerfulness, and, above all, his unwillingness to accept her mother's
- invitation, a backwardness so unlike a lover, so unlike himself, greatly
- disturbed her. One moment she feared that no serious design had ever
- been formed on his side; and the next that some unfortunate quarrel had
- taken place between him and her sister:- the distress in which Marianne
- had quitted the room was such as a serious quarrel could most reasonably
- account for, though, when she considered what Marianne's love for him
- was, a quarrel seemed almost impossible.
-
- But whatever might be the particulars of their separation, her sister's
- affliction was indubitable; and she thought with the tenderest
- compassion of that violent sorrow which Marianne was in all probability
- not merely giving way to as a relief, but feeding and encouraging as a
- duty.
-
- In about half an hour her mother returned, and though her eyes were red,
- her countenance was not uncheerful.
-
- "Our dear Willoughby is now some miles from Barton, Elinor," said she,
- as she sat down to work, "and with how heavy a heart does he travel?"
-
- "It is all very strange. So suddenly to be gone! It seems but the work
- of a moment. And last night he was with us so happy, so cheerful, so
- affectionate? And now, after only ten minutes' notice,- gone, too,
- without intending to return!- something more than what be owned to us
- must have happened. He did not speak, he did not behave like himself.
- You must have seen the difference as well as I. What can it be? Can they
- have quarrelled? Why else should he have shown such unwillingness to
- accept your invitation here?"
-
- "It was not inclination that he wanted, Elinor; I could plainly see
- that. He had not the power of accepting it. I have thought it all over,
- I assure you, and I can perfectly account for everything that at first
- seemed strange to me as well as to you."
-
- "Can you, indeed!"
-
- "Yes. I have explained it to myself in the most satisfactory way; but
- you, Elinor, who love to doubt where you can- it will not satisfy you, I
- know; but you shall not talk me out of my trust in it. I am persuaded
- that Mrs. Smith suspects his regard for Marianne, disapproves of it
- (perhaps because she has other views for him), and on that account is
- eager to get him away; and that the business which she sends him off to
- transact is invented as an excuse to dismiss him. This is what I believe
- to have happened. He is, moreover, aware that she does dissapprove the
- connection; he dares not therefore at present confess to her his
- engagement with Marianne, and he feels himself obliged, from his
- dependent situation, to give in to her schemes, and absent himself from
- Devonshire for a while. You will tell me, I know, that this may or may
- not have happened; but I will listen to no cavil, unless you can point
- out any other method of understanding the affair as satisfactory at
- this. And now, Elinor, what have you to say?"
-
- "Nothing, for you have anticipated my answer."
-
- "Then you would have told me, that it might or might not have happened.
- Oh, Elinor, how incomprehensible are your feelings! You had rather take
- evil upon credit than good. You had rather look out for misery for
- Marianne, and guilt for poor Willoughby, than an apology for the latter.
- You are resolved to think him blamable, because be took leave of us with
- less affection than his usual behaviour has shown. And is no allowance
- to be made for inadvertence, or for spirits depressed by recent
- disappointment? Are no probabilities to be accepted, merely because they
- are not certainties? Is no thing due to the man whom we have all such
- reason to love, and no reason in the world to think ill of? To the
- possibility of motives unanswerable in themselves, though unavoidably
- secret for a while? And, after all, what is it you suspect him of?"
-
- "I can hardly tell myself. But suspicion of something unpleasant is the
- inevitable consequence of such an alteration as we just witnessed in
- him. There is great truth, however, in what you have now urged of the
- allowances which ought to be made for him, and it is my wish to be
- candid in my judgment of every body. Willoughby may, undoubtedly, have
- very sufficient reasons for his conduct, and I will hope that he has.
- But it would have been more like Willoughby to acknowledge them at once.
- Secrecy may be advisable; but still I cannot help wondering at its being
- practiced by him."
-
- "Do not blame him, however, for departing from his character, where the
- deviation is necessary. But you really do admit the justice of what I
- have said in his defence am happy and he is acquitted."
-
- "Not entirely. It may be proper to conceal their engagement (if they are
- engaged) from Mrs. Smith; and if that is the case, it must be highly
- expedient for Willoughby to be but little in Devonshire at present. But
- this is no excuse for their concealing it from us."
-
- "Concealing it from us! my dear child, do you accuse Willoughby and
- Marianne, of concealment? This is strange, indeed, when your eyes have
- been reproaching them every day for incautiousness."
-
- "I want no proof of their affection," said Elinor, "but of their
- engagement I do."
-
- "I am perfectly satisfied of both."
-
- "Yet not a syllable has been said to you on the subject by either of
- them."
-
- "I have not wanted syllables where actions have spoken so plainly. Has
- not his behaviour to Marianne and to all of us, for at least the last
- fortnight, declared that he loved and considered her as his future wife,
- and that he felt for us the attachment of the nearest relation? Have we
- not perfectly understood each other? Has not my consent been daily asked
- by his looks, his manner, his attentive and affectionate respect? My
- Elinor, is it possible to doubt their engagement? How could such a
- thought occur to you? How is it to be supposed that Willoughby,
- persuaded as he must be of your sister's love, should leave her, and
- leave her perhaps for months, without telling her of his affection,-
- that they should part without a mutual exchange of confidence?"
-
- "I confess," replied Elinor, "that every circumstance except one, is in
- favour of their engagement; but that one is the total silence of both on
- the subject, and with me it almost outweighs every other."
-
- "How strange this is! You must think wretchedly indeed of Willoughby,
- if, after all that has openly passed between them, you can doubt the
- nature of the terms on which they are together. Has he been acting a
- part in his behaviour to your sister all this time? Do you suppose him
- really indifferent to her?"
-
- "No, I cannot think that. He must and does love her, I am sure."
-
- "But with a strange kind of tenderness, if he can leave her with such
- indifference, such carelessness of the future, as you attribute to him."
-
- "You must remember, my dear mother, that I have never considered this
- matter as certain. I have had my doubts, I confess; but they are fainter
- than they were, and they may soon he entirely done away. If we find they
- correspond, every fear of mine will be removed."
-
- "A mighty concession, indeed! If you were to see them at the altar, you
- would suppose they were going to be married. Ungracious girl! But I
- require no such proof. Nothing in my opinion has ever passed to justify
- doubt; no secrecy has been attempted; all has been uniformly open and
- unreserved. You cannot doubt your sister's wishes. It must be
- Willoughby, therefore, whom you suspect. But why? Is he not a man of
- honour and feeling? Has there been any inconsistency on his side to
- create alarm? can he be deceitful?"
-
- "I hope not, I believe not," cried Elinor. "I love Willoughby, sincerely
- love him; and suspicion of his integrity cannot be more painful to
- yourself than to me. It has been involuntary, and I will not encourage
- it. I was startled, I confess, by the alteration in his manners this
- morning: he did not speak like himself, and did not return your kindness
- with any cordiality. But all this may be explained by such a situation
- of his affairs as you have supposed. He had just parted from my sister,
- had seen her leave him in the greatest affliction; and if he felt
- obliged, from a fear of offending Mrs. Smith, to resist the temptation
- of returning here soon, and yet aware that by declining your invitation,
- by saying that he was going away for some time, he should seem to act an
- ungenerous, a suspicious part by our family, be might well be
- embarrassed and disturbed. In such a case, a plain and open avowal of
- his difficulties would have been more to his honour, I think, as well as
- more consistent with his general character;- but I will not raise
- objections against any one's conduct on so liberal a foundation, as a
- difference in judgment from myself, or a deviation from what I may think
- right and consistent."
-
- "You speak very properly. Willoughby certainly does not deserve to be
- suspected. Though we have not known him long, be is no stranger in this
- part of the world; and who has ever spoken to his disadvantage? Had he
- been in a situation to act independently and marry immediately, it might
- have been odd that he should leave us without acknowledging everything
- to me at once: but this is not the case. It is an engagement in some
- respects not prosperously begun, for their marriage must be at a very
- uncertain distance; and even secrecy, as far as it can be observed, may
- now be very advisable."
-
- They were interrupted by the entrance of Margaret; and Elinor was then
- at liberty to think over the representations of her mother, to
- acknowledge the probability of many, and hope for the justice of all.
-
- They saw nothing of Marianne till dinner-time, when she entered the room
- and took her place at the table without saying a word. Her eyes were red
- and swollen; and it seemed as if her tears were even then restrained
- with difficulty. She avoided the looks of them all, could neither eat
- nor speak, and after some time, on her mother's silently pressing her
- hand with tender compassion, her small degree of fortitude was quite
- overcome, she burst into tears, and left the room.
-
- This violent oppression of spirits continued the whole evening. She was
- without any power, because she was without any desire of command over
- herself. The slightest mention of anything relative to Willoughby
- overpowered her in an instant; and though her family were most anxiously
- attentive to her comfort, it was impossible for them, if they spoke at
- all, to keep clear of every subject which her feelings connected with
- him.
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
- MARIANNE would have thought herself very inexcusable had she been able
- to sleep at all the first night after parting from Willoughby. She would
- have been ashamed to look her family in the face the next morning, had
- she not risen from her bed in more need of repose than when she lay down
- in it. But the feelings which made such composure a disgrace, left her
- in no danger of incurring it. She was awake the whole night, and she
- wept the greatest part of it. She got up with a headache, was unable to
- talk, and unwilling to take any nourishment; giving pain every moment to
- her mother and sisters, and forbidding all attempt at consolation from
- either. Her sensibility was potent enough!
-
- When breakfast was over she walked out by herself, and wandered about
- the village of Allenham, indulging the recollection of past enjoyment,
- and crying over the present reverse for the chief of the morning.
-
- The evening passed off in the equal indulgence of feeling. She played
- over every favourite song that she had been used to play to Willoughby,
- every air in which their voices had been oftenest joined, and sat at the
- instrument gazing on every line of music that he had written out for
- her, till her heart was so heavy that no farther sadness could be
- gained; and this nourishment of grief was every day applied. She spent
- whole hours at the piano-forte, alternately singing and crying; her
- voice often totally suspended by her tears. In books, too, as well as in
- music, she courted the misery which a contrast between the past and
- present was certain of giving. She read nothing but what they had been
- used to read together.
-
- Such violence of affliction indeed could not be supported for ever; it
- sunk within a few days into a calmer melancholy; but these employments,
- to which she daily recurred, her solitary walks and silent meditations,
- still produced occasional effusions of sorrow as lively as ever.
-
- No letter from Willoughby came; and none seemed expected by Marianne.
- Her mother was surprised, and Elinor again became uneasy. But Mrs.
- Dashwood could find explanations whenever she wanted them, which at
- least satisfied herself.
-
- "Remember, Elinor," said she, "how very often Sir John fetches our
- letters from the post, and carries them to it. We have already agreed
- that secrecy may be necessary, and we must acknowledge that it could not
- be maintained if their correspondence were to pass through Sir John's
- hands."
-
- Elinor could not deny the truth of this, and she tried to find in it a
- motive sufficient for their silence. But there was one method so direct,
- so simple, and in her opinion so eligible, of knowing the real state of
- the affair and of instantly removing all mystery, that she could not
- help suggesting it to her mother.
-
- "Why do you not ask Marianne at once," said she, "whether she is or she
- is not engaged to Willoughby? From you, her mother, and so kind, so
- indulgent a mother, the question could not give offence. It would be the
- natural result of your affection for her. She used to be all unreserve,
- and to you more especially."
-
- "I would not ask such a question for the world. Supposing it possible
- that they are not engaged, what distress would not such an enquiry
- inflict! At any rate it would be most ungenerous. I should never deserve
- her confidence again, after forcing from her a confession of what is
- meant at present to be unacknowledged to any one. I know Marianne's
- heart: I know that she dearly loves me, and that I shall not be the last
- to whom the affair is made known, when circumstances make the revealment
- of it eligible. I would not attempt to force the confidence of any one;
- of a child much less; because a sense of duty would prevent the denial
- which her wishes might direct."
-
- Elinor thought this generosity overstrained, considering her sister's
- youth, and urged the matter farther, but in vain; common sense, common
- care, common prudence, were all sunk in Mrs. Dashwood's romantic
- delicacy.
-
- It was several days before Willoughby's name was mentioned before
- Marianne by any of her family; Sir John and Mrs. Jennings, indeed, were
- not so nice; their witticisms added pain to many a painful hour; but one
- evening, Mrs. Dashwood, accidentally taking up a volume of Shakespeare,
- exclaimed,-
-
- "We have never finished Hamlet, Marianne; our dear Willoughby went away
- before we could get through it. We will put it by, that when he comes
- again-; but it may be months, perhaps, before that happens."
-
- "Months!" cried Marianne, with strong surprise. "No- nor many weeks."
-
- Mrs. Dashwood was sorry for what she had said; but it gave Elinor
- pleasure, as it produced a reply from Marianne so expressive of
- confidence in Willoughby and knowledge of his intentions.
-
- One morning, about a week after his leaving the country, Marianne was
- prevailed on to join her sisters in their usual walk, instead of
- wandering away by herself. Hitherto she had carefully avoided every
- companion in her rambles. If her sisters intended to walk on the downs,
- she directly stole away towards the lanes; if they talked of the valley,
- she was as speedy in climbing the hills, and could never be found when
- the others set off. But at length she was secured by the exertions of
- Elinor, who greatly disapproved such continual seclusion. They walked
- along the road through the valley, and chiefly in silence, for
- Marianne's mind could not be controlled, and Elinor, satisfied with
- gaining one point, would not then attempt more. Beyond the entrance of
- the valley, where the country, though still rich, was less wild and more
- open, a long stretch of the road which they had travelled on first
- coming to Barton lay before them; and on reaching that point they
- stopped to look around them and examine a prospect which formed the
- distance of their view from the cottage, from a spot which they had
- never happened to reach in any of their walks before.
-
- Amongst the objects in the scene, they soon discovered an animated one;
- it was a man on horseback riding towards them. In a few minutes they
- could distinguish him to be a gentleman; and in a moment afterwards
- Marianne rapturously exclaimed,-
-
- "It is he- it is indeed;- I know it is!" and was hastening to meet him,
- when Elinor cried out,-
-
- "Indeed, Marianne, I think you are mistaken. It is not Willoughby. The
- person is not tall enough for him, and has not his air."
-
- "He has, he has," cried Marianne, "I am sure he has. His air, his coat,
- his horse. I knew how soon he would come."
-
- She walked eagerly on as she spoke; and Elinor, to screen Marianne from
- particularity, as she felt almost certain of its not being Willoughby,
- quickened her pace and kept up with her. They were soon within thirty
- yards of the gentleman. Marianne looked again; her heart sunk within
- her; and abruptly turning round, she was hurrying back, when the voices
- of both her sisters were raised to detain her; a third, almost as well
- known as Willoughby's, joined them in begging her to stop, and she
- turned round with surprise to see and welcome Edward Ferrars.
-
- He was the only person in the world who could at that moment be forgiven
- for not being Willoughby; the only one who could have gained a smile
- from her; but she dispersed her tears to smile on him, and in her
- sister's happiness forgot for a time her own disappointment.
-
- He dismounted, and giving his horse to his servant, walked back with
- them to Barton, whither he was purposely coming to visit them.
-
- He was welcomed by them all with great cordiality, but especially by
- Marianne, who showed more warmth of regard in her reception of him than
- even Elinor herself. To Marianne, indeed, the meeting between Edward and
- her sister was but a continuation of that unaccountable coldness which
- she had often observed at Norland in their mutual behaviour. On Edward's
- side more particularly, there was a deficiency of all that a lover ought
- to look and say on such an occasion. He was confused, seemed scarcely
- sensible of pleasure in seeing them, looked neither rapturous nor gay,
- said little but what was forced from him by questions, and distinguished
- Elinor by no mark of affection. Marianne saw and listened with
- increasing surprise. She began almost to feel a dislike of Edward; and
- it ended, as every feeling must end with her, by carrying back her
- thoughts to Willoughby, whose manners formed a contrast sufficiently
- striking to those of his brother elect.
-
- After a short silence which succeeded the first surprise and enquiries
- of meeting, Marianne asked Edward if he came directly from London. No,
- he had been in Devonshire a fortnight.
-
- "A fortnight!" she repeated, surprised at his being so long in the same
- county with Elinor without seeing her before.
-
- He looked rather distressed as he added, that he had been staying with
- some friends near Plymouth.
-
- "Have you been lately in Sussex?" said Elinor.
-
- "I was at Norland about a month ago."
-
- "And how does dear, dear Norland look?" cried Marianne.
-
- "Dear, dear Norland," said Elinor, "probably looks much as it always
- does at this time of the year. The woods and walks thickly covered with
- dead leaves."
-
- "Oh," cried Marianne, "with what transporting sensation have I formerly
- seen them fall! How have I delighted, as I walked, to see them driven in
- showers about me by the wind! What feelings have they, the season, the
- air altogether inspired! Now there is no one to regard them. They are
- seen only as a nuisance, swept hastily off, and driven as much as
- possible from the sight."
-
- "It is not every one," said Elinor, "who has your passion for dead
- leaves."
-
- "No; my feelings are not often shared, not often understood. But
- sometimes they are." As she said this, she sunk into a reverie for a few
- moments; but rousing herself again, "Now, Edward," said she, calling his
- attention to the prospect, "here is Barton Valley. Look up it, and be
- tranquil if you can. Look at those hills. Did you ever see their equals?
- To the left is Barton Park, amongst those woods and plantations. You may
- see the end of the house. And there, beneath that farthest hill, which
- rises with such grandour, is our cottage."
-
- "It is a beautiful country," he replied; "but these bottoms must be
- dirty in winter."
-
- "How can you think of dirt, with such objects before you?"
-
- "Because," replied he, smiling, "among the rest of the objects before
- me, I see a very dirty lane."
-
- "How strange!" said Marianne to herself, as she walked on.
-
- "Have you an agreeable neighbourhood here? Are the Middletons pleasant
- people?"
-
- "No, not all," answered Marianne; "we could not be more unfortunately
- situated."
-
- "Marianne," cried her sister, "how can you say so? How can you be so
- unjust? They are a very respectable family, Mr. Ferrars; and towards us
- have behaved in the friendliest manner. Have you forgot, Marianne, how
- many pleasant days we have owed to them?"
-
- "No," said Marianne, in a low voice, "nor how many painful moments."
-
- Elinor took no notice of this; and directing her attention to their
- visitor, endeavoured to support something like discourse with him, by
- talking of their present residence, its conveniences, &c., extorting
- from him occasional questions and remarks. His coldness and reserve
- mortified her severely; she was vexed and half angry; but resolving to
- regulate her behaviour to him by the past rather than the present, she
- avoided every appearance of resentment or displeasure, and treated him
- as she thought he ought to be treated from the family connection.
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
- MRS. DASHWOOD was surprised only for a moment at seeing him; for his
- coming to Barton was, in her opinion, of all things the most natural.
- Her joy and expression of regard long outlived her wonder. He received
- the kindest welcome from her; and shyness, coldness, reserve could not
- stand against such a reception. They had begun to fail him before he
- entered the house, and they were quite overcome by the captivating
- manners of Mrs. Dashwood. Indeed a man could not very well be in love
- with either of her daughters, without extending the passion to her; and
- Elinor had the satisfaction of seeing him soon become more like himself.
- His affections seemed to re-animate towards them all, and his interest
- in their welfare again became perceptible. He was not in spirits,
- however; he praised their house, admired its prospect, was attentive and
- kind; but still he was not in spirits. The whole family perceived it;
- and Mrs. Dashwood, attributing it to some want of liberality in his
- mother, sat down to table indignant against all selfish parents.
-
- "What are Mrs. Ferrars's views for you at present, Edward?" said she,
- when dinner was over, and they had drawn round the fire; "are you still
- to be a great orator in spite of yourself?"
-
- "No. I hope my mother is now convinced that I have no more talents than
- inclination for a public life."
-
- "But how is your fame to be established? for famous you must be to
- satisfy all your family; and with no inclination for expense, no
- affection for expense, no affection for strangers, no profession, and no
- assurance, you may find it a difficult matter."
-
- "I shall not attempt it. I have no wish to be distinguished; and have
- every reason to hope I never shall. Thank Heaven! I cannot be forced
- into genius and eloquence."
-
- "You have no ambition, I well know. Your wishes are all moderate."
-
- "As moderate as those of the rest of the world, I believe. I wish, as
- well as every body else, to be perfectly happy; but, like every body
- else, it must be in my own way. Greatness will not make me so."
-
- "Strange that it would!" cried Marianne. "What have wealth or grandeur
- to do with happiness?"
-
- "Grandeur has but little," said Elinor, "but wealth has much to do with
- it."
-
- "Elinor, for shame!" said Marianne, "money can only give happiness where
- there is nothing else to give it. Beyond a competence, it can afford no
- real satisfaction, as far as mere self is concerned."
-
- "Perhaps," said Elinor, smiling, "we may come to the same point. Your
- competence and my wealth are very much alike, I dare say; and without
- them, as the world goes now, we shall both agree that every kind of
- external comfort must be wanting. Your ideas are only more noble than
- mine. Come, what is your competence?"
-
- "About eighteen hundred or two thousand a year; not more than that."
-
- Elinor laughed. "Two thousand a year! One is my wealth! I guessed how it
- would end."
-
- "And yet two thousand a year is a very moderate income," said Marianne.
- "A family cannot well be maintained on a smaller. I am sure I am not
- extravagant in my demands. A proper establishment of servants, a
- carriage, perhaps two, and hunters, cannot be supported on less."
-
- Elinor smiled again, to hear her sister describing so accurately their
- future expenses at Combe Magna.
-
- "Hunters!" repeated Edward- "but why must you have hunters? Every body
- does not hunt."
-
- Marianne coloured as she replied, "But most people do."
-
- "I wish," said Margaret, striking out a novel thought, "that somebody
- would give us all a large fortune apiece!"
-
- "Oh that they would!" cried Marianne, her eyes sparkling with animation,
- and her cheeks glowing with the delight of such imaginary happiness.
-
- "We are all unanimous in that wish, I suppose," said Elinor, "in spite
- of the insufficiency of wealth."
-
- "Oh dear!" cried Margaret, "how happy I should be! I wonder what I
- should do with it!"
-
- Marianne looked as if she had no doubt on that point.
-
- "I should be puzzled to spend so large a fortune myself," said Mrs.
- Dashwood, "if my children were all to be rich my help."
-
- "You must begin your improvements on this house," observed Elinor, "and
- your difficulties will soon vanish."
-
- "What magnificent orders would travel from this family to London," said
- Edward, "In such an event! What a happy day for booksellers,
- music-sellers, and print-shops! You, Miss Dashwood, would give a general
- commission for every new print of merit to be sent you- and as for
- Marianne, I know her greatness of soul, there would not be music enough
- in London to content her. And books!- Thomson, Cowper, Scott- she would
- buy them all over and over again: she would buy up every copy, I
- believe, to prevent their falling into unworthy hands; and she would
- have every book that tells her how to admire an old twisted tree. Should
- not you, Marianne? Forgive me, if I am very saucy. But I was willing to
- show you that I had not forgot our old disputes."
-
- "I love to be reminded of the past, Edward- whether it be melancholy or
- gay, I love to recall it- and you will never offend me by talking of
- former times. You are very right in supposing how my money would be
- spent- some of it, at least- my loose cash would certainly be employed
- in improving my collection of music and books."
-
- "And the bulk of your fortune would be laid out in annuities on the
- authors or their heirs."
-
- "No, Edward, I should have something else to do with it."
-
- "Perhaps, then, you would bestow it as a reward on that person who wrote
- the ablest defence of your favourite maxim, that no one can ever be in
- love more than once in their life- your opinion on that point is
- unchanged, I presume?"
-
- "Undoubtedly. At my time of life opinions are tolerably fixed. It is not
- likely that I should now see or hear any thing to change them."
-
- "Marianne is as steadfast as ever, you see," said Elinor, "she is not at
- all altered."
-
- "She is only grown a little more grave than she was."
-
- "Nay, Edward," said Marianne, "you need not reproach me. You are not
- very gay yourself."
-
- "Why should you think so?" replied he, with a sigh. "But gaiety never
- was a part of my character."
-
- "Nor do I think it a part of Marianne's," said Elinor; "I should hardly
- call her a lively girl- she is very earnest, very eager in all she does-
- sometimes talks a great deal, and always with animation- but she is not
- often really merry."
-
- "I believe you are right," he replied, "and yet I have always set her
- down as a lively girl."
-
- "I have frequently detected myself in such kind of mistakes," said
- Elinor, "in a total misapprehension of character in some point or other:
- fancying people so much more gay or grave, or ingenious or stupid, than
- they really are, and I can hardly tell why, or in what the deception
- originated. Sometimes one is guided by what they say of themselves, and
- very frequently by what other people say of them, without giving one's
- self time to deliberate and judge."
-
- "But I thought it was right, Elinor," said Marianne, "to be guided
- wholly by the opinion of other people. I thought our judgments were
- given us merely to be subservient to those of neighbours. This has
- always been your doctrine, I am sure."
-
- "No, Marianne, never. My doctrine has never aimed at the subjection of
- the understanding. All I have ever attempted to. influence has been the
- behaviour. You must not confound my meaning. I am guilty, I confess, of
- having often wished you to treat our acquaintance in general with
- greater attention; but when have I advised you to adopt their sentiments
- or to conform to their judgment in serious matters?"
-
- "You have not been able, then, to bring your sister over to your plan of
- general civility," said Edward to Elinor, "Do you gain no ground?"
-
- "Quite the contrary," replied Elinor, looking expressively at Marianne.
-
- "My judgment," he returned, "is all on your side of the question; but I
- am afraid my practice is much more on your sister's. I never wish to
- offend, but I am so foolishly shy, that I often seem negligent, when I
- am only kept back by my natural awkwardness. I have frequently thought
- that I must have been intended by nature to be fond of low company, I am
- so little at my ease among strangers of gentility!"
-
- "Marianne has not shyness to excuse any inattention of hers," said
- Elinor.
-
- "She knows her own worth too well for false shame," replied Edward.
- "Shyness is only the effect of a sense of inferiority in some way or
- other. If I could persuade myself that my manners were perfectly easy
- and graceful, I should not be shy."
-
- "But you would still be reserved," said Marianne, "and that is worse."
-
- Edward started- "Reserved! Am I reserved, Marianne?"
-
- "Yes, very."
-
- "I do not understand you," replied he, colouring. "Reserved!- how, in
- what manner? What am I to tell you? What can you suppose?"
-
- Elinor looked surprised at his emotion; but trying to laugh off the
- subject, she said to him, "Do not you know my sister well enough to
- understand what she means? Do not you know she calls every one reserved
- who does not talk as fast, and admire what she admires as rapturously as
- herself?"
-
- Edward made no answer. His gravity and thoughtfulness returned on him in
- their fullest extent- and he sat for some time silent and dull.
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
- ELINOR saw, with great uneasiness the low spirits of her friend. His
- visit afforded her but a very partial satisfaction, while his own
- enjoyment in it appeared so imperfect. It was evident that he was
- unhappy; she wished it were equally evident that he still distinguished
- her by the same affection which once she had felt no doubt of inspiring;
- but hitherto the continuance of his preference seemed very uncertain;
- and the reservedness of his manner towards her contradicted one moment
- what a more animated look had intimated the preceding one.
-
- He joined her and Marianne in the breakfast-room the next morning before
- the others were down; and Marianne, who was always eager to promote
- their happiness as far as she could, soon left them to themselves. But
- before she was half way up stairs she heard the parlour door open, and,
- turning round, was astonished to see Edward himself come out.
-
- "I am going into the village to see my horses," said be, "as you are not
- yet ready for breakfast; I shall be back again presently."
-
-
- Edward returned to them with fresh admiration of the surrounding
- country; in his walk to the village he had seen many parts of the valley
- to advantage; and the village itself, in a much higher situation than
- the cottage, afforded a general view of the whole, which had exceedingly
- pleased him. This was a subject which ensured Marianne's attention; and
- she was beginning to describe her own admiration of these scenes, and to
- question him more minutely on the objects that had particularly struck
- him, when Edward interrupted her by saying, "You must not enquire too
- far, Marianne; remember I have no knowledge in the picturesque, and I
- shall offend you by my ignorance and want of taste if we come to
- particulars. I shall call hills steep, which ought to be bold; surfaces
- strange and uncouth, which ought to be irregular and rugged; and distant
- objects out of sight, which ought only to be indistinct through the soft
- medium of a hazy atmosphere. You must be satisfied with such admiration
- as I can honestly give. I call it a very fine country,- the hills are
- steep, the woods seem full of fine timber, and the valley looks
- comfortable and snug,- with rich meadows and several neat farm houses
- scattered here and there. It exactly answers my idea of a fine country,
- because it unites beauty with utility- and I dare- say it is a
- picturesque one too, because you admire it; I can easily believe it to
- be full of rocks and promontories, grey moss and brushwood, but these
- are all lost on me. I know nothing of the picturesque."
-
- "I am afraid it is but too true," said Marianne; "but why should you
- boast of it?"
-
- "I suspect," said Elinor, "that to avoid one kind of affection, Edward
- here falls into another. Because he believes many people pretend to more
- admiration of the beauties of nature than they really feel, and is
- disgusted with such pretensions, he affects greater indifference and
- less discrimination in viewing them himself than he possesses. He is
- fastidious, and will have an affectation of his own."
-
- "It is very true," said Marianne, "that admiration of landscape scenery
- is become a mere jargon. Every body pretends to feel and tries to
- describe with the taste and elegance of him who first defined what
- picturesque beauty was. I detest jargon of every kind; and sometimes I
- have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to
- describe them in but what was worn and hackneyed out of all sense and
- meaning."
-
- "I am convinced," said Edward, "that you really feel all the delight in
- a fine prospect which you profess to feel. But, in return, your sister
- must allow me to feel no more than I profess. I like a fine prospect,
- but not on picturesque principles. I do not like crooked, twisted,
- blasted trees. I admire them much more if they are tall, straight, and
- flourishing. I do not like ruined, tattered cottages. I am not fond of
- nettles or thistles, or heath blossoms. I have more pleasure in a snug
- farm-house than a watch-tower,- and a troop of tidy, happy villages
- please me better than the finest banditti in the world."
-
- Marianne looked with amazement at Edward, with compassion at her sister.
- Elinor only laughed.
-
- The subject was continued no farther; and Marianne remained thoughtfully
- silent, till a new object suddenly engaged her attention. She was
- sitting by Edward, and, in taking his tea from Mrs. Dashwood, his hand
- passed so directly before her, as to make a ring, with a plait of hair
- in the centre, very conspicuous on one of his fingers.
-
- "I never saw you wear a ring before, Edward," she cried. "Is that
- Fanny's hair? I remember her promising to give you some. But I should
- have thought her hair had been darker."
-
- Marianne spoke inconsiderately what she really felt; but when she saw
- how much she had pained Edward, her own vexation at her want of thought
- could not be surpassed by his. He coloured very deeply, and, giving a
- momentary glance at Elinor, replied, "Yes; it is my sister's hair. The
- setting always casts a different shade on it, you know."
-
- Elinor had met his eye, and looked conscious likewise. That the hair was
- her own, she instantaneously felt as well satisfied as Marianne: the
- only difference in their conclusions was, that what Marianne considered
- as a free gift from her sister, Elinor was conscious must have been
- procured by some theft or contrivance unknown to herself. She was not in
- a humour, however, to regard it as an affront; and affecting to take no
- notice of what passed, by instantly talking of something else, she
- internally resolved henceforward to catch every opportunity of eyeing
- the hair and of satisfying herself, beyond all doubt, that it was
- exactly the shade of her own.
-
- Edward's embarrassment lasted some time, and it ended in an absence of
- mind still more settled. He was particularly grave the whole morning.
- Marianne severely censured herself for what she had said; but her own
- forgiveness might have been more speedy, had she known how little
- offence it had given her sister.
-
- Before the middle of the day, they were visited by Sir John and Mrs.
- Jennings, who, having heard of the arrival of a gentleman at the
- cottage, came to take a survey of the guest. With the assistance of his
- mother-in-law, Sir John was not long in discovering that the name of
- Ferrars began with an F. And this prepared a future mine of raillery
- against the devoted Elinor, which nothing but the newness of their
- acquaintance with Edward could have prevented from being immediately
- sprung. But, as it was, she only learned, from some very significant
- looks, how far their penetration, founded on Margaret's instructions,
- extended.
-
- Sir John never came to the Dashwoods without either inviting them to
- dine at the Park the next day, or to drink tea with them that evening.
- On the present occasion, for the better entertainment of their visitor,
- towards whose amusement he felt himself bound to contribute, he wished
- to engage them for both.
-
- "You must drink tea with us to-night," said he, "for we shall be quite
- alone; and to-morrow you must absolutely dine with us, for we shall be a
- large party."
-
- Mrs. Jennings enforced the necessity. "And who knows but you may raise a
- dance?" said she. "And that will tempt you, Miss Marianne."
-
- "A dance!" cried Marianne. "Impossible! Who is to dance?"
-
- "Who! why yourselves, and the Careys, and Whitakers to be sure. What!
- you thought nobody could dance because a certain person that shall be
- nameless is gone!"
-
- "I wish with all my soul," cried Sir John, "that Willoughby were among
- us again."
-
- This, and Marianne's blushing, gave new suspicions to Edward. "And who
- is Willoughby?" said he, in a low voice, to Miss Dashwood, by whom he
- was sitting.
-
- She gave him a brief reply. Marianne's countenance was more
- communicative. Edward saw enough to comprehend, not only the meaning of
- others, but such of Marianne's expressions as had puzzled him before;
- and when their visitors left them he went immediately round her, and
- said, in a whisper, "I have been guessing. Shall I tell you my guess?"
-
- "What do you mean?"
-
- "Shall I tell you."
-
- "Certainly."
-
- "Well then; I guess that Mr. Willoughby hunts."
-
- Marianne was surprised and confused, yet she could not help smiling at
- the quiet archness of his manner, and after a moment's silence, said,-
-
- "Oh, Edward! How can you?- But the time will come, I hope- I am sure you
- will like him."
-
- "I do not doubt it," replied he, rather astonished at her earnestness
- and warmth; for had he not imagined it to be a joke for the good of her
- acquaintance in general, founded only on a something or a nothing
- between Mr. Willoughby and herself, he would not have ventured to
- mention it.
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
- EDWARD remained a week at the cottage; he was earnestly pressed by Mrs.
- Dashwood to stay longer; but, as if he were bent only on
- self-mortification, he seemed resolved to be gone when his enjoyment
- among his friends was at the height. His spirits, during the last two or
- three days, though still very unequal, were greatly improved- he grew
- more and more partial to the house and environs- never spoke of going
- away without a sigh- declared his time to be wholly disengaged- even
- doubted to what place he should go when he left them- but still, go he
- must. Never had any week passed so quickly- he could hardly believe it
- to be gone. He said so repeatedly; other things he said, too, which
- marked the turn of his feelings, and gave the lie to his actions. He had
- no pleasure at Norland; lie detested being in town; but either to
- Norland or London he must go. He valued their kindness beyond any thing,
- and his greatest happiness was in being with them. Yet, he must leave
- them at the end of a week, in spite of their wishes and his own, and
- without any restraint on his time.
-
- Elinor placed all that was astonishing in this way of acting to his
- mother's account; and it was happy for her that he had a mother whose
- character was so imperfectly known to her, as to be the general excuse
- for every thing strange on the part of her son. Disappointed, however,
- and vexed as she was, and sometimes displeased with his uncertain
- behaviour to herself, she was very well disposed on the whole to regard
- his actions with all the candid allowances and generous qualifications,
- which had been rather more painfully extorted from her, for Willoughby's
- service, by her mother. His want of spirits, of openness, and of
- consistency, were most usually attributed to his want of independence,
- and his better knowledge of Mrs. Ferrars's dispositions and designs. The
- shortness of his visit, the steadiness of his purpose in leaving them,
- originated in the same fettered inclination, the same inevitable
- necessity of temporising with his mother. The old well-established
- grievance of duty against will, parent against child, was the cause of
- all. She would have been glad to know when these difficulties were to
- cease, this opposition was to yield,- when Mrs. Ferrars would be
- reformed, and her son be at liberty to be happy. But from such vain
- wishes she was forced to turn for comfort to the renewal of her
- confidence in Edward's affection, to the remembrance of every mark of
- regard in look or word which fell from him while at Barton, and above
- all, to that flattering proof of it which he constantly wore round his
- finger.
-
- "I think, Edward," said Mrs. Dashwood, as they were at breakfast the
- last morning, "you would be a happier man if you had any profession to
- engage your time and give an interest to your plans and actions. Some
- inconvenience to your friends, indeed, might result from it- you would
- not be able to give them so much of your time. But (with a smile) you
- would be materially benefited in one particular at least- you would know
- where to go when you left them."
-
- "I do assure you," he replied, "that I have long thought on this point
- as you think now. It has been, and is, and probably will always be, a
- heavy misfortune to me, that I have had no necessary business to engage
- me, no profession to give me employment, or afford me any thing like
- independence. But unfortunately my own nicety, and the nicety of my
- friends, have made me what I am, an idle, helpless being. We never could
- agree in our choice of a profession. I always preferred the church, as I
- still do. But that was not smart enough for my family. They recommended
- the army. That was a great deal too smart for me. The law was allowed to
- be genteel enough: many young men, who had chambers in the Temple, made
- a very good appearance in the first circles, and drove about town in
- very knowing gigs. But I had no inclination for the law, even in this
- less abstruse study of it, which my family approved. As for the navy, it
- had fashion on its side, but I was too old when the subject was first
- started to enter it; and, at length, as there was no necessity for my
- having any profession at all, as I might be as dashing and expensive
- without a red coat on my back as with one, idleness was pronounced on
- the whole to be most advantageous and honourable, and a young man of
- eighteen is not in general so earnestly bent on being busy as to resist
- the solicitations of his friends to do nothing. I was therefore entered
- at Oxford, and have been properly idle ever since."
-
- "The consequence of which, I suppose, will be," said Mrs. Dashwood,
- "since leisure has not promoted your own happiness, that your sons will
- be brought up to as many pursuits, employments, professions, and trades
- as Columella's."
-
- "They will be brought up," said he, in a serious accent, "to be as
- unlike myself as is possible. In feeling, in action, in condition, in
- every thing."
-
- "Come, come; this is all an effusion of immediate want of spirits,
- Edward. You are in a melancholy humour, and fancy that any one unlike
- yourself must be happy. But remember that the pain of parting from
- friends will be felt by every body at times, whatever be their education
- or state. Know your own happiness. You want nothing but patience- or
- give it a more fascinating name, call it hope. Your mother will secure
- to you, in time, that independence you are so anxious for; it is her
- duty, and it will, it must ere long become her happiness to prevent your
- whole youth from being wasted in discontent. How much may not a few
- months do?"
-
- "I think," replied Edward, "that I may defy many months to produce any
- good to me."
-
- This desponding turn of mind, though it could not be communicated to
- Mrs. Dashwood, gave additional pain to them all in the parting, which
- shortly took place, and left an uncomfortable impression on Elinor's
- feelings especially, which required some trouble and time to subdue. But
- as it was her determination to subdue it, and to prevent herself from
- appearing to suffer more than what all her family suffered on his going
- away, she did not adopt the method so judiciously employed by Marianne,
- on a similar occasion, to augment and fix her sorrow, by seeking
- silence, solitude, and idleness. Their means were as different as their
- objects, and equally suited to the advancement of each.
-
- Elinor sat down to her drawing-table as soon as he was out of the house,
- busily employed herself the whole day, neither sought nor avoided the
- mention of his name, appeared to interest herself almost as much as ever
- in the general concerns of the family; and if, by this conduct, she did
- not lessen her own grief, it was at least prevented from unnecessary
- increase, and her mother and sisters were spared much solicitude on her
- account.
-
- Such behaviour as this, so exactly the reverse of her own, appeared no
- more meritorious to Marianne, than her own had seemed faulty to her. The
- business of self-command she settled very easily:- with strong
- affections it was impossible, with calm ones it could have no merit.
- That her sister's affections were calm, she dared not deny, though she
- blushed to acknowledge it; and of the strength of her own, she gave a
- very striking proof, by still loving and respecting that sister, in
- spite of this mortifying conviction.
-
- Without shutting herself up from her family, or leaving the house in
- determined solitude to avoid them, or lying awake the whole night to
- indulge meditation, Elinor found every day afforded her leisure enough
- to think of Edward, and of Edward's behaviour, in every possible variety
- which the different state of her spirits at different times could
- produce,- with tenderness, pity, approbation, censure, and doubt. There
- were moments in abundance, when, if not by the absence of her mother and
- sisters, at least, by the nature of their employments, conversation was
- forbidden among them, and every effect of solitude was produced. Her
- mind was inevitably at liberty; her thoughts could not be chained
- elsewhere; and the past and the future, on a subject so interesting,
- must be before her, must force her attention, and engross her memory,
- her reflection, and her fancy.
-
- From a reverie of this kind, as she sat at her drawing-table, she was
- roused one morning, soon after Edward's leaving them, by the arrival of
- company. She happened to be quite alone. The closing of the little gate,
- at the entrance of the green court in front of the house, drew her eyes
- to the window, and she saw a large party walking up to the door. Amongst
- them were Sir John and Lady Middleton, and Mrs. Jennings, but there were
- two others, a gentleman and lady, who were quite unknown to her. She was
- sitting near the window; and as soon as Sir John perceived her, he left
- the rest of the party to the ceremony of knocking at the door, and
- stepping across the turf, obliged her to open the casement to speak to
- him, though the space was so short between the door and the window as to
- make it hardly possible to speak at one without being heard at the
- other.
-
- "Well," said he, "we have brought you some strangers. How do you like
- them?"
-
- "Hush! they will hear you."
-
- "Never mind if they do. It is only the Palmers. Charlotte is very
- pretty, I can tell you. You may see her if you look this way."
-
- As Elinor was certain of seeing her in a couple of minutes, without
- taking that liberty, she begged to be excused.
-
- "Where is Marianne? Has she run away because we are come? I see her
- instrument is open."
-
- "She is walking, I believe."
-
- They were now joined by Mrs. Jennings, who had not patience enough to
- wait till the door was opened before she told her story. She came
- hallooing to the window, "How do you do, my dear? How does Mrs. Dashwood
- do? And where are your sisters? What! all alone! you will be glad of a
- little company to sit with you. I have brought my other son and daughter
- to see you. Only think of their coming so suddenly! I thought I heard a
- carriage last night, while we were drinking our tea, but it never
- entered my head that it could be them. I thought of nothing but whether
- it might not be Colonel Brandon come back again; so I said to Sir John,
- I do think I hear a carriage; perhaps it is Colonel Brandon come back
- again-"
-
- Elinor was obliged to turn from her, in the middle of her story, to
- receive the rest of the party: Lady Middleton introduced the two
- strangers; Mrs. Dashwood and Margaret came down stairs at the same time,
- and they all sat down to look at one another, while Mrs. Jennings
- continued her story as she walked through the passage into the parlour,
- attended by Sir John.
-
- Mrs. Palmer was several years younger than Lady Middleton, and totally
- unlike her in every respect. She was short and plump, had a very pretty
- face, and the finest expression of good humour in it that could possibly
- be. Her manners were by no means so elegant as her sister's, but they
- were much more prepossessing. She came in with a smile, smiled all the
- time of her visit, except when she laughed, and smiled when she went
- away. Her husband was a grave looking young man of five or six and
- twenty, with an air of more fashion and sense than his wife, but of less
- willingness to please or be pleased. He entered the room with a look of
- self-consequence, slightly bowed to the ladies, without speaking a word,
- and, after briefly surveying them and their apartments, took up a
- newspaper from the table, and continued to read it as long as he stayed.
-
- Mrs. Palmer, on the contrary, who was strongly endowed by nature with a
- turn for being uniformly civil and happy, was hardly seated before her
- admiration of the parlour and everything in it burst forth.
-
- "Well! what a delightful room this is! I never saw anything so charming!
- Only think, mamma, how it is improved since I was here last! I always
- thought it such a sweet place, ma'am! (turning to Mrs. Dashwood) but you
- have made it so charming! Only look, sister, how delightful everything
- is! How I should like such a house for myself! Should not you, Mr.
- Palmer?"
-
- Mr. Palmer made her no answer, and did not even raise his eyes from the
- newspaper.
-
- "Mr. Palmer does not hear me," said she, laughing; "he never does
- sometimes. It is so ridiculous!"
-
- This was quite a new idea to Mrs. Dashwood; she had never been used to
- find wit in the inattention of any one, and could not help looking with
- surprise at them both.
-
- Mrs. Jennings, in the meantime, talked on as loud as she could, and
- continued her account of their surprise, the evening before, on seeing
- their friends, without ceasing till everything was told. Mrs. Palmer
- laughed heartily at the recollection of their astonishment, and
- everybody agreed, two or three times over, that it had been quite an
- agreeable surprise.
-
- "You may believe how glad we all were to see them," added Mrs. Jennings,
- leaning forward towards Elinor, and speaking in a low voice, as if she
- meant to be heard by no one else, though they were seated on different
- sides of the room; "but, however, I can't help wishing they had not
- travelled quite so fast, nor made such a long journey of it, for they
- came all round by London upon account of some business, for you know
- (nodding significantly and pointing to her daughter) it was wrong in her
- situation. I wanted her to stay at home and rest this morning, but she
- would come with us; she longed so much to see you all?"
-
- Mrs. Palmer laughed, and said it would not do her any harm.
-
- "She expects to be confined in February," continued Mrs. Jennings.
-
- Lady Middleton could no longer endure such a conversation, and therefore
- exerted herself to ask Mr. Palmer if there was any news in the paper.
-
- "No, none at all," he replied, and read on.
-
- "Here comes Marianne," cried Sir John. "Now, Palmer, you shall see a
- monstrous pretty girl."
-
- He immediately went into the passage, opened the front door, and ushered
- her in himself. Mrs. Jennings asked her, as soon as she appeared, if she
- had not been to Allenham; and Mrs. Palmer laughed so heartily at the
- question, as to show she understood it. Mr. Palmer looked up on her
- entering the room, stared at her some minutes, and then returned to his
- newspaper. Mrs. Palmer's eye was now caught by the drawings which hung
- round the room. She got up to examine them.
-
- "Oh dear, how beautiful these are! Well, how delightful! Do but look,
- mamma, how sweet! I declare they are quite charming; I could look at
- them for ever." And then sitting down again, she very soon forgot that
- there were any such things in the room.
-
- When Lady Middleton rose to go away, Mr. Palmer rose also, laid down the
- newspaper, stretched himself and looked at them all around.
-
- "My love, have you been asleep?" said his wife, laughing.
-
- He made her no answer; and only observed, after again examining the
- room, that it was very low pitched, and that the ceiling was crooked. He
- then made his bow, and departed with the rest.
-
- Sir John had been very urgent with them all to spend the next day at the
- Park. Mrs. Dashwood, who did not choose to dine with them oftener than
- they dined at the cottage, absolutely refused on her own account; her
- daughters might do as they pleased. But they had no curiosity to see how
- Mr. and Mrs. Palmer ate their dinner, and no expectation of pleasure
- from them in any other way. They attempted, therefore, likewise, to
- excuse themselves; the weather was uncertain, and not likely to be good.
- But Sir John would not be satisfied,- the carriage should be sent for
- them, and they must come. Lady Middleton, too, though she did not press
- their mother, pressed them. Mrs. Jennings and Mrs. Palmer joined their
- entreaties,- all seemed equally anxious to avoid a family party; and the
- young ladies were obliged to yield.
-
- "Why should they ask us?" said Marianne, as soon as they were gone. "The
- rent of this cottage is said to be low; but we have it on very hard
- terms, if we are to dine at the Park whenever any one is staying either
- with them or with us."
-
- "They mean no less to be civil and kind to us now," said Elinor, "by
- these frequent invitations, than by those which we received from them a
- few weeks ago. The alteration is not in them, if their parties are grown
- tedious and dull. We must look for the change elsewhere."
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